I want a dragon
I want a dragon one day, because there has been scientific evidence that dragon, could be real, of course they all may be existent now but long time ago maybe, just maybe they roamed the earth. I mean how is it that dragons have been recorded all of the world when travel was very hard [..more..]
Happiness is in the air
Ahh I just published my first bit of writing, I’ve been watching the views on it like a mad-woman. It isn’t real of course, just some fanfiction, but reguardless I’m hopelessly excited.
Should I Tell Him
I have been with my boyfriend for almost a year now. He is so amazing. Handsome, funny, and very much of a gentleman. Last night, he said that he loved me. I did not know how to reply. Of course I love him. But sometimes I wonder if I am ready for the commitment. I [..more..]
Alone
I do not know if it is a blessing or a curse but I always care so much more for the people around me than they care for me. I love to love but sometimes when I just need that one person to be there for me like I wouldn’t hesitate to be there for [..more..]
all my friends are gone.
i really just needed somewhere i could write and release some feeling and whats going on in my life. im 14 and i have an extremely troubled past.in my 14 years of life i have experienced what some people never have to deal with. i have come face to face with abuse, sexual violence, abandonment, [..more..]
How…
Somebody told me “you never do anything for yourself, you always worry about what everybody else wants.” So I asked my other friends and my family if there was truth to the statment. Turns out it’s true. So if it’s true how do I start to do what I want to do. Of course I’ve [..more..]
todaay…
i’m so sick of screaming my heart out at you and crying myself to sleep every single night. you never listen to me anymore you just like to blame everything on me. i just want to give up and run away,far,far away. i want to leave this place so bad, but i can’t. you treat [..more..]
getting back to normal
For once life actually seems to be getting back to normal. I know that there will probably be some more but hey, that’s life.. School so far has been amazing! I’ve made great friends and have good teachers. I can’t wait to see what all is going to happen to me throughout high school. Part [..more..]
15-04-12(5:39:58)
Everytime I look at some other girl’s photos I can’t help but think why are they so damn beautiful? I feel ugly. I feel hated. People hate me secretly and others just dont give a f*** about me. They feel ashamed of me and of course I’m just somebody they know.. because I’m not good [..more..]
01-02-12(0:35:17)
I CANNOT concentrate to write this paper. So much on my mind and not one thing involves trophic cascades! Damn you ecology. Who makes a writing intensive bio course ?! I can write lab reports and answer questions but I freaking essay ! When I took english in freshman year!!1 Shoot me now