i hate my life
everyday i feel as if i want to die i live with m mother and grandmother i havent had a father figure in my life for 12 yrs . sometimes my grand mother treats me like dirt but then says she loves me. she says that i am the cause all her problems . she [..more..]
I wish
Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and redo everything. Girl you were my entire world, without you I was/ am completely lost. I hurt you more than any man could bare to live through I will be sorry until the day I die. I wish you had the courage to take me [..more..]
do you even care?
you mock me, you yell at me, you tell me it’s all in my head. are you trying to make me feel better or worse? i cut myself for the first time last night, you made me build the courage to. you cry when this happens. but every time you break down crying- the first [..more..]
Tired
I hate my life. I know I have no right to say that, that my life could be worse. I know I have it good, but I’m tired of it. I’m tired of acting like it doesn’t matter and that I don’t care. I’m tired of school. Of having no one to sit or talk [..more..]
16-06-12(15:59:33)
I hate my body. I’m not overweight, nor am I too skinny and the proportions of my body are fine with me, instead though, I have permanent and hideous scars that are etched into my body. As a child, my father abused me in every form and now I am left with not only the [..more..]
09-06-12(1:15:54)
I’m very depressed. I broke up with my girlfriend only last week. We were together for 2 years and 3 months. I love her very much, and I know she loves me as well, but she can no longer take any joy from our relationship. She’s become cold and careless with the things we do, [..more..]
14-02-12(12:25:25)
Well i plucked up the courage to ring you this morning… Your reception was fine i was worried that you wouldnt be so inviting and want to chat… I asked what was happening with us and i cant remember all of it but basically you dont want the hassles of my husband… you said he [..more..]
24-11-11(5:32:24)
I don’t know what to do. I know that I am in love with her and I know have the strength to tell her but she is always just out of reach. Im loosing my mind, she is around but I can never find her. Its like a cruel joke being played on me. I [..more..]
22-11-11(4:37:34)
Well i hope I have not done too much damage… I drank a little bit too much the other night and sent you messages that i normally wouldnt…i guess if i am honest that they were messages of my true feelings…. you only replied the once and that reply was your normal typical basic reply [..more..]
13-11-11(1:57:10)
I really do love you. I wish I had the courage to tell you. It really kills me how you have a girlfriend & I can’t do anything bout it cuz all I want you to be is happy. Even though I wish that was me. I should just give up but I can’t Im [..more..]