Masks, oh how I hate my own.
I’m so tired of keeping a straight face. Some times I’m tempted to let death into my place, I know it woulnd help much but it might erase some of this pain. I want to scream, I want to cry, I want to live, I want to die, I want to be able to be [..more..]
selfishly melancholic
Try not to cry in public because its selfish to keep everyone down. Just becuase your sad doesn’t mean everyone else has to as well.
Mom…
Mom your the one who needs to hush you not me i’m so sick of you telling me to hush…No i don’t hate you…It’s just that you get on my nerves sometimes too…I know i’m a pretty bad teenager and all..But quit running my life like it’s yours or something..Cuz it’s not yours its mine [..more..]
Confused
Theres this guy in my class, both my best friend and I classified him as weird last year. But this year, she started liking him! She tried getting over him becuase she didn’t have that great experience with guys. A couple weeks ago, during one of my classes, I was scribling on a piece of [..more..]
08-06-12(18:43:10)
Im begging u to read this please . look im 15 , its so depressive im crying lakes right now. im pretty popular cute have a loving family great marks and greater feiends and life . its just i feel something is missing like tomorw is my school party , i have worked with he [..more..]
18-05-12(4:41:44)
We’ve been messing around for six or seven months and you told me a month ago that you liked me. But now you’re transferring to a different college for two years and I don’t know if you think it’ll be worth it to continue what we “have.” Will you ever make it serious? I like [..more..]
27-04-12(2:18:32)
I love you so much baby, we had it all until i ruined everything. You ended it and said you had to leave i told you id wait forever. I waited we finaly statrted talking again things took a turn for the worst, we were back to square one. Now we almost had it work, [..more..]
the thing that makes me sad is that everytime I think of you, everytime I’ve cried becuase of you (countless times), all of it, is nothing compared to how many times you’ve thought of her. however meaningful what we had was, it was always nothing, NOTHING, compared to what she meant to you. she was [..more..]
getting a promotion isn’t all good especially if it was announced to all of your officemates. here’s the catch,you were promoted but you had the lowest level from all your officemates. i felt good when it wasn’t announced as i didn’t know i was the one who had the lowest level among my team. now [..more..]
its kind of funny really, in a sad way, becuase we are the two broken sisters. we were spoiled, we were lucky, but it wasnt enough for either of us, we both got trapped inside our own heads. and mum and dad ran away from your probelsm but they cant run from mine. and i [..more..]