i dont even know what it is about you, but i cannot feel any sympathy for you. it makes me guilty, it really does, but i feel like i cannot comfort you on the problems you are having becuase your personality is so horrible and so annoying!! and i know that i am probably being [..more..]

i miss you so much but even if you were here right now or i was there i would just want to scream at you for everything you’ve done. but its still not enough becuase i miss you more than i can say. i miss having someone who cared about me and i feel so [..more..]

for months i had this comfort of knowing i was always going to be going home in the end. like everything here was ok, i could stand it if i didnt quite fit in, or if wasnt always happy becuase i knew i was going home, but now, i dont even want to go home. [..more..]

i wish you would just shut up about your weight. everyone knows you are skinny, we are all aware of that without you going on about it all the time. “and everyone keeps saying i should put weight on” etc etc. and i’m just SO SICK OF IT. and dont tell me that i’m not [..more..]

i just read our old e-mails from when it happened, and i can’t believe what i said, i let you walk all over me, I WAS THE ONE APOLOGISING becuase i thought i was over reacting. but i wasnt. you thought you could do whatever the hell you wanted becuase you were the only one [..more..]

you think that i am just going to wait these 2 years for you. like you “waited” for me. dont try and turn this into some beautiful romance story becuase its NOT. its a stupid story about how i trusted youand how stupid i was and how much of an absolute D***HEAD you are. you [..more..]

Sometimes I just want to sit down and cry becuase things are always so hard and difficult and depressing. And it makes me think about how many other people there are in the world who are crying or hurt or lonely. And I realize how much pain there is in life and how some people [..more..]

i miss you so much. and i think you miss me too. like today, when we spoke and you said you were going to go to sleep and i told you i didnt want you to go and so you stayed and we talked for hours. and i know it was just a phone call [..more..]