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Posted by on 2011/01/16 under Uncategorized

i just read our old e-mails from when it happened, and i can’t believe what i said, i let you walk all over me, I WAS THE ONE APOLOGISING becuase i thought i was over reacting. but i wasnt. you thought you could do whatever the hell you wanted becuase you were the only one that mattered and if what you did upset me then it was my fault. i was so desperate not to lode you i let you hurt me over and over again. you told me you loved me, we had this amazing thing, and then it as over, and then just like that, with no warning, you slept with someone. you lost your virginity. and you told me about it like a pathetic little attention seeking boy. AND I APOLOGIZED to you. but it was you, it was you who hurt me who broke me.

when i was suffering with depression i thought of you every single day, i wished to have you with mebecuase you would make it better. but you wouldnt would you?

i feel hurt and angry and lonely and i wish i could go back and tell you how i felt, i wish i could just go back and scream at you for everything. i wish i wish i wish i wish.

i wish i could make you feel a tiny amount of what you made me feel.

i let you walk all over me. how could i think i was in the wrong? how could i think you were right. how could i let myself get destroyed by you?

i hope you read them again one day. i hope you read them and realized what a bad person you are.

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