getting back to normal
For once life actually seems to be getting back to normal. I know that there will probably be some more but hey, that’s life.. School so far has been amazing! I’ve made great friends and have good teachers. I can’t wait to see what all is going to happen to me throughout high school. Part [..more..]
Feeling hopeless
I feel alone, like i have no one. I don’t know what to do with myself. My family is complicated as hell. I have many friend, 1 close, but she never listens to me.. I hear all her crap, but it’s like she never wants to hear mine and if she does, she never gives [..more..]
Who should i be?
I’ve gone through life okay for the past few months, handelig everything fine. Suddenly change comes and screws everything up. But i delt with that too. But i just don’t know who i am anymore, like really. Lately everytime a person asks me something i wonder in what way i should answer them. In the [..more..]
I just cant express
My Love, I hate it when im so upset with you, and I cant tell you how I feel because I dont want to make you feel guilty. I know you try to make me happy, and you do. Its just the little things that hit me the most. I am not good at sharing [..more..]
Tired of getting my hopes up..
Every guy I’ve been with which hasn’t been a lot has practically played me. I’m at the point where I’m about to just give up on guys sometimes I want to give up on life. But I can’t. It’s so hard to live a good life without being made fun of or stood up. Guys [..more..]
Change
I don’t know i suddenly changed from yesterday, i was like completely depressed but today I’m actually happy.. is it because i talked to him on MSN today =\ hopefully NOT. Because I know this won’t end forever we will get leave each other very soon. I swear we are like VERY close friends, and [..more..]
Life..
I’m 13 years old, and soon schools starting back up, i’ll be turning 14. last year of middle school. Time, to change, and make a differance. My whole, middle school experience has been a living hell. I’ve been bullied, left and right, about anything and everything. Till this day, im getting made fun of, because [..more..]
Why still I’m not happy?
Why I’m still not happy, i have a friend, i have someone to love me, but not sure if they love me back, but I don’t really care, because we already best friends, but why I’m still not happy.. there is something missing in my life I don’t know what it is.. i spend my [..more..]
If only someone knew me…
I’ve grown to hate living since I was nine. My parents had always fought, but when they actually decided to get divorced was when I noticed it most. My step-dad (which I felt was like my biological dad since he had been raising me along with my mom since I was four) abandoned me along [..more..]
this is me
im so confused about life i feel like i really am all alone. im tired of the same routine of selling weed and smoking weed and drinking everytime i go out. why did life have to do this to me? why did i have to make those decisions? alot of times i look in the [..more..]