16-11-11(1:08:10)
It’s halfway through November, and with every day closer to December, I feel worse. I’m having nightmares, I’m hypersensitive, I don’t want to wake up in the morning, I want to hurt myself and I’m obsessively craving affection from men again… I’m afraid of this person that’s inhabiting my body, the person that always does [..more..]
15-11-11(22:17:37)
A past long forgotten, sealed and sent away – returned by a few words, now gone for the wind to blow away. i don’t mind, i’d do anything from losing your heart. An owl you’ve become, myself – a bear as i walk in the sunshine by the river and wonder if you’d walk the [..more..]
15-11-11(17:16:33)
Ooohhh how can i tell you….how much ugly you are. yes the only reason i dumped you, you are ugly…i feel so relief.., but i am good person, at least i didn’t tell you the real reason.
15-11-11(8:01:52)
i was 15 when i started working.., job, studies, family responsibilities..,supporting family in all of that i forgot to make friends…now if i look at myself 26 years old.., i am so alone ..don’t even have single friend to talk…every week i open some social network account hoping that i will find some to talk…but [..more..]
15-11-11(4:56:34)
Nana, i miss you so much.. please come back.. i know your in heaven where you wanna be but its not fair to us we miss you so much you left so many people that LOVE YOU SO MUCH.. why why why.. mom didnt deserve this she didnt deserve to loose her whole family ina [..more..]
15-11-11(4:07:03)
Tell me I’m terrible. Hate me. Yell at me. Make me realize that I’m a person. Flawed and awful. Please. Because I can take that. What I can’t take is people thinking I’m good and letting them down.
14-11-11(19:29:03)
Write your thoughts/feelings here… i just wanted to know does he really loved me or wanted me just to have me…!!! i feel if u love someone u try to understand them,,not just ignore or overlook things,, u dnt run away from them..:( I love u badly….i m a kind of girl who dont use [..more..]
13-11-11(6:10:30)
We make eye contact sometimes. We’ve talked a little. Hi’s and hello’s, because we’re both friendly. I just want you to know, I’m strong…..I’m strong, and, I’m also weak. I pretend, I don’t like you, and walk past you in the hallways like you’re nothing. Sadly, Zach. You,are, not, NOTHING, to me. You’re everything. Mabye [..more..]
13-11-11(2:46:35)
I wish that I could do right. I mean, is it that hard? Whats wrong with me. . . Constantly getting suspeneded, giving people more reasons to talk about and doubt me. My mom tells me, that I’m nothing and is going to grow up living a hell of a life, and it’s sad to [..more..]
13-11-11(1:57:10)
I really do love you. I wish I had the courage to tell you. It really kills me how you have a girlfriend & I can’t do anything bout it cuz all I want you to be is happy. Even though I wish that was me. I should just give up but I can’t Im [..more..]