28-11-11(15:57:52)
I did it again. I know I should try to stop but I needed it. I needed that feeling of release. I needed to breathe. It was just 12 little lines down my arm. Nothing compared to the times before. But it meant everything. She would have been 6 months old today. 6 months old. [..more..]
28-11-11(14:02:04)
here is a site that you can talk with someone about your problem or listten to ppls like ourself have problems in their life/love/family or ect check it out for sure : compassionpit.com
28-11-11(12:48:59)
For Nika: how much im weak that just by losing you i losed anything how much im freak when i see i cant have watching you on love with me i really wanna die but smth is stoping me ,smth that tell me in 1% chance she will back and will be yours again ,but [..more..]
28-11-11(12:40:30)
Why?! She’s my best friend, so why?! She always tells me she doesn’t like drama, and criticizes others if they cause, but this time it’s her and it’s making me feel like I should just run away-far way. It started on the last day before thanksgiving break, so I’ve had plenty of time to think [..more..]
28-11-11(4:19:09)
I’m going to write, write, write, write, write, write, write, then bury myself in cheesy television, blankets and cough drops until the sun comes up and I can sleep without dreams.
28-11-11(3:57:09)
I would rather he cheat on me than break up with me right now. I swear to God. I can’t handle rejection right now, I’m sick. Literally, I’m on so many pain meds right now. But he’s so honourable. He wouldn’t, he would do the right thing. But I’ll die if he breaks up with [..more..]
27-11-11(18:37:07)
മുക്കറ്റം കള്ല്ലും മോന്തി വക്കച്ചന്‍ വേചുവരുന്നു കോലായില്‍ തുണും ചാരി നിരമിഴിയായ് വത്സല നില്പ്പു പെരുവഴിയില്‍ മിഴികലെറിഞ്ഞു മാന്മിഴിയാള്‍ നില്‍ക്കുന്നു തന്‍ പാതി ചവിട്ടും ചുവടില്‍ തകരുന്നു തന്നുടെ ജന്മം ചീട്ടുകളി തോട്ടന്നാകില്‍ കിട്ടുനിടി അവളുടെ നെഞ്ചില്‍ ഭാവനകള്‍ വനമെറുമ്പോള്‍ വാങ്ങിടും അവളുടെ മുതുക് മരനീരിന്‍ പറ്റുപിടിച്ചു കുട്ടത്തില്‍ വന്നു കിടന്നു യാമങ്ങള്‍ വെറുതെ പോയാല്‍ തെറിയായി കുറ്റമവള്‍ക്ക് ആരാടി പകല്‍ നേരത്ത് വിളയാടിയതെന്നുടെ വീട്ടില്‍ വിളവോന്നും വേണ്ടെന് മുന്പില്‍ നിനക്കെന്നെ വേണ്ടാതായോ ക്ശോഭിച്ചാല്‍ ശയ്യക്കടിയില്‍ ആളുണ്ടോ [..more..]
27-11-11(17:16:12)
nika i dont know what im doing i wish to tell you stay away from me cause im not this good person anymore you hurted me so deep ,what you did to me is right like you kicked my face after thoes all happy honest days we passed together how many times you made me [..more..]
27-11-11(16:49:03)
If I were not the person I am, maybe I would be treated much differently 🙁 It’s so sad whenever I look at others…I would always notice the difference, I would always notice that I am different
27-11-11(16:46:03)
nika i dont know what im doing i wish to tell you stay away from me cause im not this good person anymore you hurted me so deep ,what you did to me is right like you kicked my face after thoes all happy honest days we passed together how many times you made me [..more..]