Figure it out
I really don’t get you right now. One moment you seem like your head over heals for me and then the next you just wanna be my friend. I even told you I liked you. You held my hand and you kissed me,all I want is you. I don’t know what’s going on in that [..more..]
Tonight
Tonight I might cut for the second time, there’s no scars from my first time..I’m going to be 12 on the 24th…Last time I cut I actually posted here. I’m not sad…or mad…I just feel something deep down inside of me aching to get out. I just feel like it’s the boy i’m..in LOVE with. [..more..]
Take Control…but how?
I’m hoping to do a better job of opening myself to loving myself and trying to accept myself. I think I treat myself pretty damn s***ty. I allow myself to settle far to often. I really do want more for myself. I just allow myself to get caught up on things in my past. I [..more..]
I am in love with my teacher
It’s not just a crush. 3 years is long enough for me to know that I’m madly and uncontrollably in love with my teacher. She’s beautiful inside and out and even though I know the love will never be returned but I can’t help but feel like this. Her smile absolutely melts me and sometimes [..more..]
yoooo
yo yo yo
Im sorry i made a mistake:(
I have a friend called Angelina and she just came to the school this year.she dated one of the most popular boys who is known as a player he is called Cameron. But i didnt know angelina at this time and i had a crush on angelina. While they were dating, but they were never [..more..]
I have a fear of trust
Basicly i think everyone is against me that any moment now my friends will be like we dont like you leave us alone and i will be alone forever. I feel like everyone secretly hates me and that everyone is using me and pretending. I know i am a bit of a stand ofish person, [..more..]
where am i going?
my life is fuked up, i am a fuked up child. Ive had a scary life whre i have suffered alot of pain. I felt depressd and alone so I turned to alcohol and drugs im only 14, ive gotten high and done black mamba, and i smoke. Im failing my grades and dont know [..more..]
A Mistake :/
well it all started last year ! it was a mistake but i didin’t kew i was in LOVE i guess :/ ! So there’s this boy and i realy like him but he was dating another girl ! any was it all started with a joke an than one day he kissed me well [..more..]
Friend.
So i’ve been friends with this guy for about 7 years. Some would say best friends. But, occasionally, I look at our relationship and think…what the f*** am I doing? He constantly walks all over me and makes me feel bad for the things that I do. He is a control freak and hates it [..more..]