someone else, anyone, just not me
i dont know what is it that happened to me at all. i think i lost myself somewhere in the past couple years im not me anymore i dont do things i used to i dont act like i used to i do things id probably hate to do i say things i never say. [..more..]
Goodbye Friend
I never thought our friendship will be broken but I guess its goodbye now.Oh, And by the way I had a crush for for a long time. Thanks for you’r time spent with me. Goodbye.
I hate you.
i’m sick of being perfect. i’m sick of being your agony aunt. i’m sick of your constant hatred. i am not superhuman. i can’t listen to your little innuendos anymore. so i am telling you to BUZZ OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!! never come back into my life. you are not a true mate.
I don’t really care anymore.
I have this group of friends. They are sooooo mean. They always ditch me and tease me. When someone makes fun of them, i have to defend them. but when it’s the other way round, they LAUGH. it hurts but when i talk to them, they just shove me away. i tried being best friends [..more..]
Confused & Paniced
Okay, so I think I like this guy, and hes one of my best friends. We like alot of the same thing, and he puts up with my randomness. But im not sure if I like him… I dont know what its like to love someone anymore. I post on here alot, and in my [..more..]
UGH!!! I feel like im drowning.!
I hate my life! My homework is piling up i took my sat’s yesterday and my grandparents with whom I live with are calling me a liar and saying they know I wasn’t at school.. I cant stand being here. My grandma told me to leave because she doesn’t want any bad testimonies in her [..more..]
Feeling lonely
Disclaimer: I’m writing this as thoughts are coming into my head, incoherently. I’m a 26 year old guy living in a foreign country for higher studies, far, far away from my own. I feel really lonely. I’ve never been with a girl, but would someday surely like to be with one. Please don’t judge me. [..more..]
family fighting
I’m currently sitting in my room on the 3rd floor of my house and I can hear my mom screaming and yelling at my dad in the basement and she’s swearing in front of my 6 year old brother is who is crying. My dad is yelling too and im so f***ing sick of it. [..more..]
Grief
I wish I could believe in the afterlife. I wish I could believe the soul left the body upon death and ascended into some beautiful realm. I wish more than anything that I had faith. I have no faith. Now I will never be sure. My anamchara died, my best friend, my sworn soul mate. [..more..]
me
I hate my self