innerself
depression is taking over everything in my life… its been so hard for my innerself to blend in with the beauty of life…. i wake up in the middle of the night with heartaches.. and mind loss… am i psychologically ill?? or am just lostt?? i see a f***ing ant on the street and i [..more..]
burning out
fsck you burn out, fsck you not caring about life.. and i thought anew that i’d have something to live for something to learn, something to be passionate about, but it’s slipping away now. maybe it’s because i pursued it too hard, pushed too much, and burned it out of me. give it time?
Lost friends?
I don’t know how to start this… Firstly, sorry for gramma, I’m not a native english speaker. So, I’m really disappointed in my two friends. I have known them for 14-16 years. I have put so much in this relationship. And I have to admit, I enjoyed being with them. They are fun people. But [..more..]
I want to die
I want to kill myself. Leave a note for everyone, i mean EVERY single person in my family and class. I’ll write everything i think about them and my life with them. I often want to jump off the roof of my house. I’m only 14 years old, I’m not being bullied but I want [..more..]
Loneliness
Hmmm… It is very loneley time in my life right now. I recently divorsed frommy long time realtionships (4 years).It was my desicion because this men was treating me like s*** and did nothing for our relationships. But now it is as sad as it was back then. When i started to go out with [..more..]
confused
I used to know my self….I used to love my self…I knew exactly what I wanted…I had a dream…I had hopes and a whole life infront of me…I felt talanted and gifted..I was gifted..then I met you….you were my best friend…my twin..you had my dream…you had my hopes…you think , dream , talk like me…I [..more..]
I STILL LOVE YOU
I am seventeen years old. And last week, my boyfriend Logan and I decided to have sex for the very first time. He is seventeen too, and I love him very much. I made the whole thing very romantic and put rose petals on the sheets and lit candles. And well, we did it. Afterwords, [..more..]
I Feel So Alone
I sit alone in the lunch room every single day. I have been taken advantage of, and used so many times in my life. I want people to see the real me, but no one understands or accepts me for who I really am. My last boyfriend cheated on me the entire relationship. I just [..more..]
jimmy hendrix
a****** bicht b**** f***er you f***er b**** b**** three times ass f***er face f***ing puzzell a****** b**** c*** so f*** you ahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahhaahahhaah
why?
why is it that every guy i meet ends up playing me? is it me or is it the fact that i actually care and i try my best? should i just stop caring? i need some advise please !!!