Posted by Anonymous on 2012/12/30 under Uncategorized I sit alone in the lunch room every single day. I have been taken advantage of, and used so many times in my life. I want people to see the real me, but no one understands or accepts me for who I really am. My last boyfriend cheated on me the entire relationship. I just want someone to save me. Someone to love me for what I am. But I feel so done. And I am so sick of giving myself away to these horrible guys that treat me like s***. I am doing horrible in school and I feel so trapped. Like I am screaming for help but no one is there to help me. I have lost all hope in finding a boy because every time I give someone a chance, they use me. And I have no friends in this world. No one even cares. And I think that’s the saddest thing. I am by myself all the time. And I can’t run from the past. Help me. I want to be saved. Because while I may look okay on the outside, I am dying on the inside. And I have to hide everything with a stupid smile and reassure myself that everything is okay when it’s completely the opposite.
Its gonna be ok..all you have to do is take a break from all of this…and focus on yourself more..take care of yourself…love your self more..focus on your future..have a dream..do many activites,,keep your self busy..happiness doesnt depend on people..you make your self happy not people..you dont need anyone,,,you can be strong,,once you know your self and love it,,,love will come alone..once you stop looking..you will find it infront of you..keep up this smile you deserve to be happy 🙂