Buried in feelings
I am 18 years old, and female. It is my first time here, treat me well please. Sometimes I am excited for what the future holds for me. A husband, kids, steady job. I just can’t wait! And yet I have my dark moments where I stress so much. What is I am a dead [..more..]
New Years.
I was so pumped to go out tonight, I’d had a wonderful date last night, my best friend and I were going to get a little crazy tonight and we had an abundance of parties to attend. Not only did my friend cancel last minute, my hopeful plus 1 and midnight kiss refused to join [..more..]
What is wrong with you?
You come out to me and tell me your true feelings, so I told you the truth. At first you didn’t want to hear it. Then, when I had to leave you said f*** it. I love how you didn’t tell me how it felt, instead you told everyone on Facebook? I’ve lost all respect [..more..]
f***ing f*** it
its crazy but for once I’m happy to hear the problems of others, not to pry or feed off the predicaments of others, but more as reassurance. Reassurance that YES we are all humans and YES we all have problems. Let it be in life , love or soul there is not one person in [..more..]
class01
hope we all have a happy new year hope we all share some kisses ,smile,fluids,communation smells, how long can you hold your breath while kissing I think I can kiss for a minunte minute maybe
all alone
I’m too ugly to have friends. No one likes me they all think I’m fat and ugly and I know its true. I have never danced with a guy and I’m in highschool. I can’t take it. I feel like no one loves me and I have no one to talk to. I want to [..more..]
My Fear
I am afraid of time. Not spiders. Not heights. But time. I feel like every day is speeding past me and I don’t have time to catch up. I feel like I will die before finding my true love, before doing the things I have always wanted to do. I know my life is going [..more..]
need to focus
Setting a goal. I need to set a goal. Based on past experience I should set up short term goals and one long term goal. I will be working on that front for the next year. I will be working on that front. To develop my self as a better person. A repsonsible one. Is [..more..]
WE ACCEPT THE LOVE WE THINK WE DESERVE
That is kind of the story of my life. Because I always date these horrible guys that treat me like s***. I cried like a baby when I saw Perks Of Being a Wallflower because it is so relevant to my life. I am abused by these guys that I cannot get away from. And [..more..]
Random thoughts on celebrities
I was just thinking what a weird world we live in! People cry and would die for their role model or other celebrities, it’s crazy! I’ve seen people telling themselves that they’re ugly and not nearly as good as some celebrity, and it just makes me feel so bad! Specially because half the celebrities are [..more..]