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Posted by on 2012/12/30 under Uncategorized

I am seventeen years old. And last week, my boyfriend Logan and I decided to have sex for the very first time. He is seventeen too, and I love him very much. I made the whole thing very romantic and put rose petals on the sheets and lit candles. And well, we did it. Afterwords, Logan said nothing. He just sort of sat on the end of the bed and then grabbed his clothes and walked out. Was it something I did? I saw him at school and he couldn’t even look at me. I know he still loves me, I know that. He told me he would forever. Maybe we should have waited for sex. But it all felt so right. Whenever he looks at me, there is a tear in his eye. Almost as if he feels for sad for taking my virginity or something. I called him last night, and he didn’t have much to say. He just kind of breathed in and out into the phone. And I miss being close to him. The sex made me love him more. Maybe we should take a break, but I’m not ready for that. I don’t understand why making love didn’t bring Logan closer to me. I don’t know what to do. I have cried a lot since it happened. I have no one to talk to. I just want Logan to be the same again. I thought he was ready too. And he was fine during the sex, but after… he became a whole different person. And I miss the old Logan. I need help. I don’t know what he was thinking. He never said he wanted to break up. But he can’t even have a conversation with me anymore. I don’t want to push him father away.

7 thoughts on “I STILL LOVE YOU

  1. Anonymous says:

    Maybe he was not ready. Or maybe he is afraid that you were not either. If there are regrets after sex, things just were not ready yet and that is ok. Maybe talk to him and see what’s up. I am sorry the loss of your virginity had to be so sad. I really hope you and Logan can work things out because I think you both still love eachother .xx

  2. Tylerr says:

    what the f***? seriously. he said he loves you, you have sex, then he says nothing and walks out.and he won’t speak. in my opinion he is a d***head. i cannot believe he would do that to someone.

  3. Anonymous says:

    hes just a stupid guy -.-

  4. Sian says:

    Oh shut up all you stupid people…honestly…listen Logan is fine just give him some time and h will come back to you as and when he us ready… 🙂

  5. jenna1234 says:

    here is what i personally think, he loved you way too much to take you virginity away, but he is a guy and any guy would do anything for sex, he probably just rushed into it and he regretted it. if logan said that he loves you, then thats the only explanation. my advice, just go and talk to him privately. comfort him if he tears up hug him and show him love and care. and no its not gay if a guy cries, guys are human too, they have feelings.
    im really sorry about what happened, i hope things work out <3

  6. nadjib says:

    give him time

  7. Anonymous says:

    boys use love to get sex
    girls use sex to get love
    the one that loves the least controls the other

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