Bye.
I can’t do it anymore, y’know? I can’t do anything right. I’m always f***ing up. I’m barely going to pass all my classes. I only ever get on anyone’s nerves. I’m a burden to everyone who knows me. Even if anyone really does care, they’ll get over me eventually. If I stay I’m just going [..more..]
Worthless With Love
This is something emotional to me..and I decided to write kind of a short story with it **These are all real events and dates that’s happened in the past of April 2014 – April 2015** **I am changing names cause I don’t want their real names here** **This may not be 100% accurate as I [..more..]
i told her i was miserable
i told her i was miserable… what a mistake ! i have a love a very strong love for a girl who no longer feels that love for me, because i gave up on her for my own selfish wants. she has moved on and now im stuck trying to do the same but i [..more..]
Ode to a Lion Man
He was a lion I got too near reasons why, not so clear He was a lion I’m only food Get nutrition, no need to chew I have no voice I have no mouth Bones have cracked, no scream, no shout He was a lion I got too near I am dead and he is [..more..]
Dreams
I was taught to dream high, yet all my dreams turn into nightmares. I’ve always wanted to be a model, you want to know what an agency told me. “You could never be a model honey, you’re just too short, and have to big of a bust, and too thick of thighs.” I said okay, [..more..]
Feeling Depressed
There’s this not so amazing guy in my life that I somehow fell deeply in love with. It’s only been 9 months with him and I’m just 17 so that kind of shows you how inexperienced I am with these sort of life issues. Anyways he’s not the best, he tells me how I should [..more..]
Tell me, what’s the point…
Writing to you, writing about this, writing in general…does it help? Am I wasting my time? Of course, that has an opinionated answer, a different one for everyone. I just feel lonely, deserted, even with all my loved ones around, friends who enjoy my company. Such a typically human thing to do. If it’s not [..more..]
Mi inspiración
Es increíble como una persona puede llegar a cambiar a tu vida y como estas llegan en el momento que menos te lo esperas y cuando posiblemente mas lo necesitas, siempre me pregunte porque no te conocí antes, porque tuve que conocerte exactamente ese dia cuando pudimos habernos conocido desde mucho antes o mucho despues. [..more..]
Torn
You make me feel so safe. I love talking with you and being with you. You are like my medicine. Without you I’d be so lost. The fact is I like you a lot. But I have to control this feeling, for fear I will do something stupid. We are not meant to be together. [..more..]
I feel so alone
I am always finding myself being ignored in different groups. On social media direct questions are “seen” without a reply,my friends don’t ever seem interested in what I do unless it concerns them – saying that, they ignore events that involve them to raise their problems with it last minute. I’m so confused because I [..more..]