Apologies
Save your sorry’s for another day. It loses meaning each time you say it. Sorry that’s just the way it has to be.
The Nightly Thought
Don’t let the complaints of others hinder your progress
I\’m sorry
I’m sorry. I’m sorry for not being that perfect daughter you had in mind. I’m sorry for not getting the best possible grades. I’m sorry for resisting. I’m sorry for being annoying. I’m sorry for being a worthless piece of trash. I’m sorry for talking back. I’m sorry for everything I have ever done. I’m [..more..]
The Burden
She was my bestfriend All she wanted to do was hangout But I kept pushing her away Knowing I couldn’t bring her the fun she anticipated while she headed over… I decide to cancel. I cancelled in hopes of being more productive tonight But now all I can think about is this damn fight Oh [..more..]
I Don’t Know Anymore
Everything is just going down hill. For some reason, I just get hurt, and feel horrible about myself daily. Every single person that I’ve liked never liked me back, I always get rejected, I get called names, get made fun of, and I still don’t know how I get out of bed every morning. My [..more..]
Im alone
I have mixed feelings. I feel alone. And i dont mean that i dont have any friends. I have friends. I have friends who adore me and would do anything for me as i would do for them.Its something else. I need to be loved. I need a person to want me. I need to [..more..]
Stupid
What did I do to deserve this? Why do you ignore me I don’t understand this and I can’t take it much longer…
Helpful but helpless
I am an amazing friend/family member, not trying to be a brag but there’s literally nothing I won’t do for my loved ones. I help them clean, cook for them, bring them take out, do their laundry, let them use my house for things, clean to an OCD level of perfection so they can throw [..more..]
family
I am starting to hate my family. I have to do just about everything, cooking, cleaning, mopping and more. I don’t get to enjoy anything; if we are watching a movie and someone wants popcorn I have to go make it and then get anything else someone wanted. If I refuse to I get called [..more..]
JC2
I look like I am avoiding you though my heart is screaming to be close to you. This is killing me deep deep down inside not to show you how much I really like you. Not to feel your hug. I gotta be strong because I love you. I am letting you go.