Posted by Anonymous on 2015/06/03 under Uncategorized I have mixed feelings. I feel alone. And i dont mean that i dont have any friends. I have friends. I have friends who adore me and would do anything for me as i would do for them.Its something else. I need to be loved. I need a person to want me. I need to feel beautiful. I feel so ugly and repolsive. Im 19 years old and I have never had a boyfriend. Nobody wants me. Ive never being madly in love. Ive always been the girl who hasnt done anything sexualy. And that scares me and makes me so sad. Im a college girl. Im supposed to be having fun with guys but insted im thinking about my lonely heart.