Idk
Hi guys I'm back, I still haven't told anyone I feel. It may be hurting me but I don't know what to do about it I have no one to talk to about this especially in this lockdown. Not even my girlfriend knows how I feel no one does so no one knows the real [..more..]
Idk
Hi guys I'm back, I still haven't told anyone I feel. It may be hurting me but I don't know what to do about it I have no one to talk to about this especially in this lockdown. Not even my girlfriend knows how I feel no one does so no one knows the real [..more..]
I tried
(In the tune of wonder boy) (Look up the song it's good) High above the mucky muck, castle made of clouds, there is a kingdom of skypeople and they're houses. but one thing you'd like to hear is they don't care about the darkness, owowo. I just ask whyyyyy is it so that I'm the [..more..]
Trains driving in the snow
As the trains pass I wonder what they're doing Where they're going what is it they're delivering. Where they friends with the little broken boats in a last life life? Wishing that it snows so I can feel calm. So I can look at the little children play from my window. So I can go [..more..]
My thoughts
Currently 3:56 am thinking about things being a weird human being. Wondering if it is all worth it moving waiting suffering then I remember what it's for and it is worth it all. Trying not to wake my parents and get in trouble. Wondering how much sleep I'll get. Then remembering that's it's a weekend. [..more..]
A pact
This is a pact, I’m not masturbating again for atleast until one big positive thing happens in my life (career or love)
Hello Hey Hey orchids
Sorrowed voices squealing on greedy motorways covered in airbag transport rage plasters. Glycerine wasps squeeze out endorphins in soulless bitterness. Red chicken summer impediments on green insect semtex. Passionate paranoid plastic parasites screaming daisies on gelatine telephones. Rage anemic jackknifed confusion. Chew myself mosquito mouth in your contagious test.
patience
đúng là mình rất căm ghét lão hàng xóm. Nhưng mình nghĩ lão xẹt qua (xẹt mãi chưa qua) cuộc đời mình là có lý do. Khiến cho mình biết là ngoài kia còn có options nhà cửa này nọ chứ hổng phải chỉ có nhà cp và nhà condo. Rồi lão khiến cho mình [..more..]
It’s snowing
It’s cold in this old house. The furnace stopped working. I actually don’t think we have one but there’s no hot air coming out, just a burning smell. I’m covered in clothes trying to layer them on to stay warm. I might light the barrel of garbage that I keep in my living room later [..more..]
The unwelcoming cook
Lost in unknown territory we searched for some form of nutrients just to get by. There at last a corner restaurant invited us in with yells from a sign holder. The falling down building was sketchy but we hadn’t seen a restaurant in miles. As we walked in a rat the size of a kitten [..more..]