Sad
I am slowly giving up. My family is treating me worse and worse. They keep saying I am horrible and I talk terrible about my family. I feel like I should just stop talking in general to make them happy, nothing I do ever even makes them happy. At points I really just want to [..more..]
hope
I hope I can find myself again. I thought I knew what I wanted out of life, but turns out life has no plans of giving it to me. Or maybe I need to do something to be deserving of it. I am in a new country, with new people. It's been two years and [..more..]
The Roof
There is this place. It's on the roof, It's not all the way up but this place is my ALONE TIME place. My mom doesn't always agree with me going there. I have gone to the place a couple of times. My mom gets so scared with me going there. She says I might fall. [..more..]
A
Biggest joke of life.
Sorry
Sorry for my behaviour
Feeling so bad
I yelled at my son for not eating his lunch from previous day. I looked at his lunch box today morning and got so mad at him. I didn't want to yell at him in the morning. But I couldn't control myself. Everyday I make lunch for him with so much effort. I also have [..more..]
I feel empty
Everyday passes like it's nothing…0 feelings…i cannot smile anymore…I feel weak…I feel alone…cold…Left out…I have friends but they are really not there…they are not there when I really need someone to hold me…Everything is black and white…I am trying my best to smile and to not make people sad but what is really hiding behind [..more..]
idk
i feel so alone empty and broken
Yellow Park
I don't know what to do. I am generally decisive but I have been unable to choose a path and walk on it. It's frustrating because I realize I don't possess the grit to move forward. I spend all my time passively educating myself on various subjects but I never actively produce any amount of [..more..]
Chapter1- My childhood
okay so here it goes… I am a 16 year old FAT girl who lives in India.I have had a tough time my entire life with no one to talk about it so i just want to tell my story step by step. So when i was 6 months old my family(mom, dad and a [..more..]