Irreplaceable
You were smart, funny, charming, and always full of life. I remember everytime we dined out and get our food it doesnt matter which you liked better you would always ask me "which one do you like better?" And without hesitation you give me the dish I preferred more. Every time we walk on the [..more..]
exit strategy
i want to disarm my own defenses. by this, i want to forgive, first myself then them. myself for the way i've handled things them for the way they have matured or better lack of the word. this puts things into perspective. and saves me from further dwelling in places that no longer exist. that [..more..]
the forlorn
Self destructive when does it end. You've hurt your self more than anyone can imagine. All the pain all the lies. You are the cause of your own demise. Always in search for love and exceptance. The lack of turned into resentmant. You ruin a life that was unsurpassable. Forever will I be alone and [..more..]
eye , think…
a little emotional support is a small thing to ask for… ~HXM
speak
in the fury of the night, you came to me and tried to put a blame on my heart. explain that.
problem
When we dated and I handed my trust over to you, you went and thrashed it away like hey, since it's all mine now.. right? Why did you make a fool of me in front of all our friends? What could it been like behind closed doors had we moved in together? I wonder about [..more..]
hypothetically
hypothetically if you are right and everyone else is evil and wrong but you, you still haven't answered one thing, why you kept on doing what you had, and insisted on what you wanted to have the way you had. Meaning, gaslighting everyone else while ignoring a simple explanation or even avoiding the clarification says [..more..]
time
just wondering about you. treading the uncharted territories of you, not knowing if i am welcome or whether if i should challenge myself, but to know who you are is pleasure in discovery and in the way we are, just the way we love.
Hi
I feel like I was a bad girlfriend, and I am sorry for all that I couldn't have done. I am sorry for making you feel not enough and I am sorry for making you feel unwanted. But ask yourself, could you have had me the way I am? With all my craziness and my [..more..]
personal experience
when you expect another to change and get real bitter about each other, turning love into resentment, that's when you know you've overstayed your welcome… and sometimes, we feel the precipitations before they happen, but all the patterns lead us there, those little instances are not little. the little things make the big picture, and [..more..]