This Woman
At the elevator today yelled at me for standing too close to her (mind you I was adequately distant), and then had a mental breakdown, crying and apologizing while talking to me about her mental illness. I feel so bad, I wish there was something I could do… I said it's ok and then walked [..more..]
admit it.
you got nothing. even the months ago scare about cutting the power rendering the cameras useless is bulls*** bc someone who knows tech would also know that they are operateed by battery. also, satellite, your s*** is clear as day.
do you all honestly stop and realize
your whole lives revolve around me and what i do. and you're stuck in the past, you're pathetic. every day, every morning, you try to find cunning ways to try to take a jab at me. is this what you did with her? hmm. how many others suffered under your hand? i want them all [..more..]
honestly
whatever happens i will know who my true friends are, and i am also content with that.
twist
i am replacing my need to self sustainable. cos i think what i need is either not on this planet or was on this planet but died early and i couldn't meet him/her.
real love
forgives, it understands human nature, it grows with you, it takes you deep, it allows and guides and it just is.
the sadest part is
after all that happened, i took you back, and you proved to be just like them.
trust me when i say this
passive agressive crap for sex in a relationship is destructive and toxic. run as far as you can.
disclaimer
i have logged journal entries and have spoken in the flesh with a human being of all teh things that have been happening to me for the past twenty years, including names. and i am also preparing copies of stuff, in case something happens to me.
i am not
overexerting myself to prove anything to anyone. i am not competing with anyone. nor am i accepting what s*** you tell/speak behind my back. if i am doing anything at all, it will be for me. thank you very much 🙂 if i am doing anything at all, it will be in its own good [..more..]