Im sorry
Hi, tonight I'm not feeling well. It's already 12:10 AM here but I still can't sleep because my pillows are soaked in tears. I can't tell anyone about this, because if I do people will call me a drama queen and I'm afraid they'll get angry at me for even thinking of killing myself. See [..more..]
TooClose
I don' feel okay
Tired
Get over yourself. GET OVE YOURSELF. Stop wallowing in despair and self pity. you can do that AFTER your exams are done. YOU HAVE A F***ING POINT TO PROVE HERE!!! Regrets are always on your way. YOU CAN STOP THIS ONE!! SHUT UP AND STUDY YOUR F***ING WORK YOU JACKASS!!
Recurring Nightmare ‘Characters’
Okay, so I have these really weird nightmares sometimes where.. right from the minute I get into them, I can FEEL that something is wrong. It feels like the sort of feeling you get when you've forgotten something. It's yelling, 'Hurry up! Faster!'. Mind you, I have no clue what I'm supposed to be doing, [..more..]
Chemistry Monday
It was a tiring monday whenever chemistry existed. I guess all the teachers were having their period. They keep on get mad at us. From the first lesson, it was english class and nothing is going on well. After that we had swimming lesson, and none of us were swimming because I still having my [..more..]
Getting Blamed
Every time I am at home, at work or any where else I feel like people hate me because I get blamed for something someone else did or even I might of done it but they don't relies they just will blame everything else on me and I am not saying good stuff I am [..more..]
I’m Not Okay
What's wrong with me? I'm getting so tired of not being heard. I've dealt with things by myself. I needed you when I felt like giving up. But were you there? No you weren't. It's not possible to be so hurt this young. I cry in the corner without you hearing me. I'm by myself. [..more..]
love? more like hate
ADLER RAMADHAR
Wish i could
I just can't anymore. im tired of taking all this s*** from him. im like a toy that he plays with when he was little, then once older, im tossed aside. trash. forgotten about.
Tired
im tired of not being able to be myself. not being able to speak my mind. its all my fault really. when i was myself, i tried to change that. i convinced myself that i needed to shut that part of me down. now, 11 months later, i regret that. shutting that part of me [..more..]