dear haters
there's nothing to transcend between you and me. you are dead to me. anything you're feeling that's uncomfortable is on you and you alone. put your big boy/girl pants on and deal with it!!
I just need to get it out
When I was a young child I was touched inappropriately by my neighbour outside my grandparents' house where I lived and was to embarrassed to say anything. Years later my grandfather kept bringing the very old man into the house because he felt sorry for him. I finally got the courage to tell my grandfather [..more..]
ugh, so frustrated
my friend is dating this guy who talks behind her back but no matter what i try to show her, like have self respect and love yourself instead, she is adamant that he's the one. the thing is, the guy is oblivious to what he is doing, he will talk s*** behind her back, but [..more..]
My ex
Hit me and had rough sex even when I didn't consent to it. Does it mean it's rape? Then when his friends were over, I remember how he was talking to them about being a gentleman and that more guys need to be kind, nice, and not be f***boys. Then he apologized to me for [..more..]
This Woman
At the elevator today yelled at me for standing too close to her (mind you I was adequately distant), and then had a mental breakdown, crying and apologizing while talking to me about her mental illness. I feel so bad, I wish there was something I could do… I said it's ok and then walked [..more..]
admit it.
you got nothing. even the months ago scare about cutting the power rendering the cameras useless is bulls*** bc someone who knows tech would also know that they are operateed by battery. also, satellite, your s*** is clear as day.
do you all honestly stop and realize
your whole lives revolve around me and what i do. and you're stuck in the past, you're pathetic. every day, every morning, you try to find cunning ways to try to take a jab at me. is this what you did with her? hmm. how many others suffered under your hand? i want them all [..more..]
honestly
whatever happens i will know who my true friends are, and i am also content with that.
twist
i am replacing my need to self sustainable. cos i think what i need is either not on this planet or was on this planet but died early and i couldn't meet him/her.
real love
forgives, it understands human nature, it grows with you, it takes you deep, it allows and guides and it just is.