Lmfao
I caught on to who was stalking me on this site and in real life way long ago. I decided to f*** with you because of the fact that you always called me a stalker. I have never stalked you nor would I ever. I truly am busy in my life with my children and [..more..]
I must of got to them
Not meaning to but I wanted it from him. Still do. The nastier the better. They keep on mimicking me. Writing about SEX. Lol! I hope it turned him on knowing that someone wants him badly. Someone that he's not with still wants him. I hope it made his f***ing ego boost. I wish somewhere [..more..]
Worthless
No matter how hard I try I always end up back in square one. And I absolutely can't stand myself anymore. I'm so pathetic. I'm a try hard. I just wanna die. I can't do this anymore. It's like I pour so much of myself out, wanting to do better and be better and my [..more..]
No kid
It’s so tough to take care of a child when you still need to fulfil other responsibilities.
Please help
I don't know what else to do anymore, I keep asking for help from family, my friends, my boyfriend, and no one can help. I just want to die at this point and no one knows what to do besides make me feel guilty for that, they don't see how close to slipping off the [..more..]
What’s on my mind
Why is it that I get an hour or two of sleep and then get woken up. I can't get back to sleep. I'm getting up extra early. Looking at the clock as it quickly reaches the time my alarms set. Are we settling? Dismissed my partner tonight. Couldn't get there and asked them to [..more..]
I hate my parents-in-law
…and living in their house. This lockdown due to the virus prevents me from renovating my apartment and move out. Another 2 months to go!!!!
Healing Journey
How I got into plants, or how I came back to plants, really, was that I had a digital publishing company up until 2004. I was working seven days a week, 15-hour days. I didn’t see my daughter grow up. I didn’t see the seasons. And I basically broke down It was hardcore. It was [..more..]
Today
It was a very embarrassing day today. I slept most of it, then at the last minute went to get a b-day gift for a neighbor friend's kid. At Target I got a T-shirt and gifts. Was already running late, so I changed in the car at the red light. Thinking that my tints were [..more..]
I want to be a yellow ball
I've had this feeling for quite a while now, but I'm not sure how to describe it. I just feel physically dirty. When I am feeling like this, I try to comfort myself by imagining that I'd be a little ball. And for some reason, I imagine the ball as yellow. Not a neon, or [..more..]