Love life
Just writing I feel like it’s not fair that every girl that I liked ended up with my best friend and the one time someoned liked me they ended up with guy that just treated her like trash and I recently lstarted flirting with a girl and she played video games so I invited her [..more..]
Life
I realized it's easier for me to rip off the bandaid fast. I don't like pain, especially emotional pain, and I get accustomed to things and also people fast.
Just a thought
Whatever happened to the guy that I heard next door screaming up in the bathroom where is my spaghetti.
Pain
Diarrhea because of Maria pain
Oddities
I can't stop thinking about this dream I had the other night. It odd because I don't remember dreams often but this was bizarre. I was me licking my ex's wounds (he had cuts all over his body). I then remember thinking what the f*** am I doing, why am I licking him like a [..more..]
racism
Im tired of people assuming im racist just because im white. The most racist comments I heard do not come from white people
I just wanted to talk
I push people away, I don't like trying to maintain friendships because not only are they exhausting to me, but you must put in effort on both ends to maintain them. I then continue to think did I do enough, am I being a good friend, or do they have motivation behind this friendship. I [..more..]
moving
Im so happy im moving to a new town.
Albums I’ve listened too
Beerbongs and Bentleys – Post Malone Father of Asahd – DJ Khaled The Saga of Wiz Khalifa – Wiz Khalifa So Much Fun – Young Thug High Off Life – Future WUNNA – Gonna Lil Boat 3 – Lil Yatchy
Breathable
The mental health counseling is going great! It's helping. Been working on me. If anyone is going through a tough time or needs the extra help mentally, I really recommend it. She has me journaling (privately), taking me time (art, reading, bubble baths), and working on issues that should of been dealt with long ago. [..more..]