Goodbye.
My boyfriend for four years just told me that he is moving to Texas next month. And I have never felt more heart broken. He said that just wants to move on with life, and does not want to do long distance because he feels that would be too rough. He is the first guy [..more..]
Don’t know
Why is life so awful !!? Everyday is a crappy Challenge for me, and for some reason i always fear the next day. Even if there isn’t a reason, i just start feeling that it’s going to be a bad day, and i keep thinking about it and it just annoys me!!!!! I don’t know… [..more..]
dad
My dad had only been with my mum because he wanted a son. So why did my mum lie and say I was a girl? My dad left before I was even born. Would he have left even if he knew I was male, or would he have seen what a problem I am, how [..more..]
I struggle with a deep sadness every day.
Sadness tears me apart from the inside out. My eyes well with tears constantly, but my neck restricts it and I never feel them fall down my cheeks. I have one true friend, but I’m not special to him. He’s told me I am once but I don’t believe him. Not after last night when [..more..]
my story </3
two years ago I met a Guy, threw out time I started falling in love with him. He told me he felt the same way for me, but there was a problem he had his girlfriend. But you know when you in love you don’t care about anything. Me and him spend time together, they [..more..]
All I Want Is LOVE.
Whenever I am in a crowded place, all I feel is loneliness. It isnt that I am sad or upset, just lonely. Because as much as I try, I cannot seem to find a boy that loves me. I don’t ask for much. I am easy going. And yet, there is no one who wants [..more..]
Dear Kuro
There is a lot of stuff I really want to tell you stuff I don’t know how to word or stuff im too scared to say. Its the kind of stuff you tell me to get out of my head, to let go of and forget, that’s not always an easy thing to do. I [..more..]
lies
I went to talk to the person im dating with the plan to make him smile like I used to be able to make him do. he used to talk about how he would be smiling all day long because I had made him so happy; instead I ended up making him mad at me. [..more..]
lies
Im dating someone and the only way we have to talk to each other is messaging on Facebook. I love talking to him, look forward to it every day and all that stuff; but lately hes started saying the word ‘ah’ a lot. It sounds stupid that this would bug me, but if I don’t [..more..]
Reflection on Life
What happens if your dreams don’t come true no matter how much you try? What happens if something, whether it is your intelligence or your low self-esteem/low self-confidence, is keeping you from moving on and making progress on your goals? It has always been said that no dream is unobtainable if you try hard enough. [..more..]