Am I Stupid Or What?
As weird as this sounds I’m not sure if my kind of thought process is dim or bright. I read a lot of books and stuff and get good grades but when I read these books (teen romance novels like sarah dessen, not some stupid vampire sex story) thy feel everything and take their time [..more..]
Minor Thing
It’s funny that I’m so attracted to you when you’re only 17. Not that I’m that much older, but still it’s weird. You’re so sexy and you don’t even know it. You try so hard to flirt with me, but you give yourself away by turning red and having this dreamy look whenever you see [..more..]
The Best Thing
If you are a human being reading this, I recommend you start a diary. I know, if you are a guy you probably do not want to. Call it a journal. Because writing everything down is the best thing that I have ever done in my life. It seems really weird. But I have been [..more..]
Tired.
I’m sick and tired of continuing this s***. I’ve been used a hundred times, I’ve been hurt a hundred times, I’ve been insulted a hundred times, and I just can’t seem to handle this bulls*** anymore. Why care when you can get rid of it all? I’m not saying I’m staying. I am pretty sure [..more..]
missing you
miss you..almost contacted you minutes ago.But who knows what are you doing now.I know you are busy.I don’t want to bother you if its only me.I wish it wasn’t..only me..that i get a message or something..that you want to meet up,so we talk..i would have some thing to say..i become aware of something ill have [..more..]
Humiliation
I hate everything!!! How could this happen!!!!! it’s not fair!! I’ve never felt this humiliated ! I just feel like dying everything is crap ! Why, does one bad thing after the other happen to me !!!!!
my life…
It’s sad when the only thing you thought would always be there seems to not know if it’ll even last. Hurts to picture a perfect picture without that frame being there to hold everything together… but whats left to do when everything’s been done? Just be thankful for what was once felt and leave it [..more..]
me
There people in the world like my bother and sister that say thing that make me feel sad. Why do people say thing that make you mad or sad? Is it because someone did to them. I love my bother and sister but if there was a away to say that how.
simly me
Why is it so hard to be happy?? All my life I’ve try to do the right thing, yet I’m not happy:( I try to keep busy but this loneliness is killing me!
01-05-12(15:43:58)
weed is seriously the only thing keeping me sane.