thinking
i just want to say to sean foster of up town may your soul rest in peace I been thinking about you for a minute but I remember you and hd cooke fairmount street and to every body that passed on we love yall always fats gilum woodland and stink of east gate midnight smiles [..more..]
innerself
depression is taking over everything in my life… its been so hard for my innerself to blend in with the beauty of life…. i wake up in the middle of the night with heartaches.. and mind loss… am i psychologically ill?? or am just lostt?? i see a f***ing ant on the street and i [..more..]
I hate but love him
My boyfriend did this to himself. I was faithful I might not have been ready mentally but I was. But every day getting accused having fights like I was really cheating. So then I started going back to the olde and started secretly flirting with guys. But knowing I could never meet up with a [..more..]
My Parents are stupid
I have a Boyfriend and I told my mam and she was all….oh do you know anything about him, NO MAM HE’S A F***ING STRANGER I PICKED OUT IN THE STREET, WHAT DOES SHE THINK? I haven’t told my Dad because he’d flip and it’s so stressful, they put too much pressure on me, I’m [..more..]
Thank you
Thank you to whoever created this site, I’ve been searching for a place like this, a place where i can be heard, a place to type things, feelings, emotions, things on my mind. It’s not good to let those things fill your mind, keep them in, you’ll get a headache. Here you know you are [..more..]
Crush
Crush: a burning desire to be with someone who you find very attractive and extremely special everybody has/had one. some people think a crush and a love are the same thing….. i realized, awhile back in the stressful and confusing way, that a “love” and a “crush” are two different things. A crush is only [..more..]
No point trying
I tried really hard all the time to be friends with someone I really care about. However, it all seems like a one way street and it seems like the only thing I can do is to let go and forget.
Random things
So i recently read 50 shades of grey. Just like ever women out there. But i didnt enjoy the book, not for the kinky stuff, but the affection that Christian shows Ana. I look and my husband (married 4 months) and he doesnt show me any apart from when he wants things….. He sees people [..more..]
15-06-12(14:35:06)
It’s been a while and I simply cannot forget her. All the memories are still here. I have tried to go on but I end up doing the same, there’s no day where I don’t think of her smile, her kisses, her warmth, her hands. All the beautiful moments we shared. Everywhere I go, I [..more..]
27-10-11(20:10:46)
I Feel… I feel betrayed.. i feel abandoned.. i feel alone and empty… my best friend in the whole wide world died a few weeks ago…i’ve known her somewhat 12 years…she died of a f***ing brain embolism just randomly dropped down dead in the middle of the f***ing street.. and it’s all his fault.. God [..more..]