i feel like someone else is living my life. HELP
sometimes i forget that this is my life you know? I feel dead, but breathing. So lifeless, because I have been doing nothing so far in my life. You just won’t understand if it hasn’t happened to you. But I want adventure. I want to be able to show my feelings without being embarrassed. I [..more..]
Hope.
I need to believe that there are good people out there. People who care. People who love. I have lost all hope for myself ever finding these people. I need to believe that failure is for the best, but how can I do that when I am failing all of my classes in school and [..more..]
Not Much
I’m not an artist. I’m not a genius. I’m not studious. I’m not funny. I have limitless potential, though…potential for things that I can’t even fathom. No one can, in fact, and it’s all because of society. What’s determined of who someone is can only be legitimized through society, anyway. I’m not a poet. I’m [..more..]
Thoughts on giving brains
I always thought I shouldn’t be scared to give head. Why do I feel like I’m not normal or good enough for this society. All they do is snake you and build you up to something you don’t know if you wanna be. I want it all to change and do things when I’m ready [..more..]
Have you ever thought?
There is always difficulties in life we face them everyday. But sometimes it becomes too much that we cannot take it anymore, i’m just on the edge of that situation. Have you ever thought to yourself that there is more to like that facebook, instagram and all those social internet sites. When you see your [..more..]
so what if I am a girl?
I am so sick and tired of my parents telling me things . They should realize that I am old enough to make my own decisions. I am not a kid anymore. What I hate more is that when I have to follow rules just because I am a girl. This sucks more than anything [..more..]
I Don’t get it anymore
My parents don’t get it;(. I try my best at everything; good grades,student council president, and in national junior honor society, good student but it’s never good enough. They always say I lack common sense. I always say things before I think and I got in trouble because of that a few days ago. My [..more..]
Please comment.
Why do I feel so alone all the time? my life is just amazingly fascinating.. I wish someone out there was here to see it with me.. I look back at everything I’ve done since my childhood, I wish it was a book everyone would actually read, but this generation and society is ruined. No [..more..]
Puppet
i loved my parents a lot, i had alot of trust in them, but now my feelings for them are change. . now i feel the love they gave me was just a drama. just to show the society that they love me.. because i love a guy alot.. he loves me too.. we both [..more..]
A Muse…?
Why must I find everything in life so trivial now? I have become an apathetic existence that finds satisfaction through conservatism and radicals. I want to experience something other than a dull buzz resulting from an anomaly in society, which is not difficult to be exposed to. I miss the shivers that swam across my [..more..]