17-12-11(21:56:56)
When we feel like everything is hopeless we see the part of ourselves we don’t want to be. A person who is willing to give up. -DeviaAnimus
17-12-11(15:09:00)
I feel utterly lost. I have a hard time separating reality from my daydreams. I’m starting to get feelings for a girl inmy class. She is sucha great person and sometimes it acually feels like she might like me to. But I know i’m just imagnining things because I’m sure that she and another guy [..more..]
16-12-11(5:48:45)
I feel lost, confused and alone. I wish I could communicate better with others and be more likable. i wish the girl I like would atleast like me as a person, but im afraid i just seem weird and like a loser. Im just looking for love.
14-12-11(5:04:41)
as the most reclusive and introverted person I know, I am however able to have consecutive intense romances without a moment to breathe in between. I find that it is only my fault that I act like a slightly less glamorous and heroin breathed Sharon Stone in Casino, reckless, but devoted to a hopeless pursuance [..more..]
10-12-11(6:36:11)
I love life. I hope you do to. Heres some reasons to live. life. &. LOve. it. 1. That person you will marry & love for the rest of your life, is out there walking the earth right now @ this second… 2. PUPPIES! 3. Killing yourself is a PERMANANT finish to a TEMPARORY problem. [..more..]
10-12-11(5:55:56)
i dont understand why my family just cant accept me for who i am. I work extremely hard in school and I always do the right thing. I consider myself a good person with good values and morals, but i just cant ever seem to please them– my mom, my dad, and my older sister [..more..]
09-12-11(22:27:07)
I want somewhere to write something just for the sake of it. A place where you have to kick wet fish against the bland white walls to reveal more of the location, a place where love causes lovelorn hangovers and last but not least a place where a person can relax and fondle the map [..more..]
08-12-11(10:07:19)
why do i feel like everything i do, is never good enough for you. im always seeking your approval, that few words that mean so much to hear. “im proud of you” or even just “well done” its always do this, or do that. i can’t do anything right. And im tired of you treating [..more..]
08-12-11(5:25:21)
negative energy is stored with in me, you who think of yourself as a great person because you can deal with me , then you are wrong. by u disappearing i would cry , but at least this will put an end to the waiting.
29-11-11(3:56:22)
why do i wake up every morning? its just the same bull s*** over and over again. the same youll never be good enough. i always end up in the same spot. sitting in my room alone, with a blade. who wouldve thought that hurting myself more would help me more then anything else can. [..more..]