I Hate Being Alone
I cry all the time because I wish there was someone there for me, you know? Yes I have a father and mother and family who love me. But I am talking about a boy. A real boy who would hold me close and kiss me and tell me he loves me. The only guys [..more..]
:/
All I wanna do is go round his house but my mums worried something will happen between us… I mean, it could but I wouldn’t allow anything to happen because I don’t like that sort of stuff. I know where she’s coming from in that I haven’t exacly spoken about this guy in front of [..more..]
Help. Somebody. Anybody.
I couldn’t believe it; she’d actually tried to take her own life. Tried to end it all. She had felt so down and useless that she decided no one would miss her, and ended it. But I did miss her. Like a piece of my soul had been ripped out. Although Aspen hadn’t succeeded at [..more..]
My Life Is F***ed Up.
Okay, so….My mother has cheated on my father, my father tried to kill himself and I cut myself. SUCH A HAPPY FAMILY RIGHT HERE. The most annoying thing my parents try make it out to be and it’s so not and they don’t even know what they’re doing to me.
I hate my mother!
Just because my mother is being an ass, and decides she doesn’t like something, NOBODY can have it!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Keep on the track, never go back
This week has been kinda hard to me, I think this is what I get for procrastinate things and not being responsible, I just want it to share it with whoever reads this, never go back or down, keep fighting for what you want the most, keep doing it or someone else will, and remember [..more..]
28-04-12(23:50:56)
Isn’t it sad that I have gotten used to my mother’s insults.
21-04-12(23:22:32)
Sometimes you can question the capacity of a human being . The stupidty and that feeling of betrayal . My mother hasn’t spoke to me in a week, not she has cared enough to ask I in hungry and still breathing. At times I just ask myself how much can a creature be blind ?
28-03-12(0:33:53)
Sometimes I just think I’m better off alone with no one around sometimes I wish no one knew me or the way I am I wish I could of done things better in life I slowly see myself going to waste I’m only 17 and I feel like I’m throwing my life away I don’t [..more..]
19-03-12(2:09:31)
on this very day 14 years ago my mother killed my brother. she is in jail for 30 years and i am sitting here feeling like crap bekuz of what she did…but ill never hate her i jus cant take the pain.