Not your little angel </3
Im sorry im not what you wanted for a daughter. I complain to much and i know it. You think i stopped cutting but really, i havent; im just good at hiding it. I lied. I said i never puked on purpose, but i have. And Ms.ewen was right, i watch what i eat. I [..more..]
FML
i suffered from depression ever since i was a lil girl. my boyfriend just went to jail i miss him like crazy i feel so empty and lonely its not even funny.. havent been out for a couple of days dont feel like going no where dont feel like eating im just really f***ed up.. [..more..]
13-06-12(14:59:32)
Im so disappointed with my life right now. my grades suck.i mean they arent bad at all but i had high expectations from myself and now im disappointed. i dont know what to with my life. i dont know what im gonna do next year after finishing school. i havent decided anything yet. i want [..more..]
04-06-12(21:09:52)
Im 25 years old and Ive been having this feeling of dying and I always feel sick, this huge sadness sorounds me I dont know if its because I moved to a place where i spent alot of time alone and I finally found myself and found my feelings from the past that I havent [..more..]
13-05-12(22:39:45)
You say u havent changed.. u say ur still u.. u say we r still friends.. but r we? really? looked back at our convos from a year ago.. and they r way too different.. ur words ur expression everthing is so different.. and im still the same
03-05-12(18:35:04)
so seriously i need to write, i think i came to the right place, i seriously cannot get my weight under control. my prom dress is snug now and im getting depressed i just need to get this all out. my bestfriend/ex boyfriend is completely out of my life. they say im to young to [..more..]
11-04-12(6:55:33)
why did i fall in love again- with someone i havent even met in real life. But i reallly like him. God i have problems! I know its never gonna work out and we’ll probably never ever meet. He says he likes me, loves me even, but i don’t believe him. He only likes me [..more..]
22-01-12(10:40:54)
CJ, I wish things would be different. Tell me you love me and never hurt me… I want to just give up on love… I’ve failed you, but youve failed me… Youre making me more insecure, maybe i just wont be good enough for anyone… Just tell me you love me, tell me that you [..more..]
17-01-12(5:41:00)
I feel hes trying to get away from me. I dont want to think it but the signs just keep getting more noticable. I mean he wants to get another job in the mornings…thats the only time we hang out. Then he wants to move away from where we both live. Will I ever get [..more..]
15-01-12(6:45:02)
I feel like giving up on love forever. Everyime I fall in love with someone new, it turns out they are still in love with one of their ex’s. I wonder to myself , have i ever been in love? And it turns out i havent. All of the bfs ive had in my past [..more..]