I don’t know..
I have so much going through my head right now but I just don’t know how to start this or what to write at all. Why do people have to assume the worst of everything that has to deal with me? My birthday is next week and I am really looking forward to it because [..more..]
sometimes i just wanna rewind time..i miss the old you…
well i haven’t been on here in awhile because i haven’t had too much going on, but now things are starting to go back to its usual self and i just need to get everything out of my system. so my life has been coming back together like things used to be.. i got a [..more..]
where am i going?
my life is fuked up, i am a fuked up child. Ive had a scary life whre i have suffered alot of pain. I felt depressd and alone so I turned to alcohol and drugs im only 14, ive gotten high and done black mamba, and i smoke. Im failing my grades and dont know [..more..]
ugh
so I am 6 weeks pregnant accoding to ultra sound. I’m really excited about it, but I still wish it wasn’t now because the one time period in my life I chose to be irresponsible this happens to me and idk who the dad is for sure. I have a good idea who, but there [..more..]
upset
there is so much going on in my life. i may seem like i am a happy person but not everybody can see what not is going inside me. i dont like telling people about my problems. although i am known as the best problem solver among my peers and family. i have always been [..more..]
14-04-12(4:56:44)
Whatever no one gives a f*** anyway. A good adviser needs good advice too you know? I have so much going through my mind, I wanna talk to somebody but whenever I do I always feel like I’m annoying them. Maybe it’s true. Maybe I’m the annoying one. I’m not anybody’s special. I’m just someone [..more..]
13-11-11(6:10:30)
We make eye contact sometimes. We’ve talked a little. Hi’s and hello’s, because we’re both friendly. I just want you to know, I’m strong…..I’m strong, and, I’m also weak. I pretend, I don’t like you, and walk past you in the hallways like you’re nothing. Sadly, Zach. You,are, not, NOTHING, to me. You’re everything. Mabye [..more..]
18-07-11(13:55:02)
I am very depressed. i feel very lonely. LIFE IS LIKE A HELL TO ME. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. THINGS ARE NOT AT ALL GOING IN MY WAY. nO ONE LOVE ME AT ALL. tODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY.. THIS DAY ALWAYS HURTS ME. I ALWAYS THINK WHY I AM BORN. I DONT HAVE [..more..]
Messaged him the other day and he told me he only wants to be friends… too much going on in his life…. well get rid of the other s*** and just have me and we will have the same stuff going on in our lives together… there problem solved…. if only it was that easy….I [..more..]