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Posted by on 2012/08/04 under Uncategorized

so I am 6 weeks pregnant accoding to ultra sound. I’m really excited about it, but I still wish it wasn’t now because the one time period in my life I chose to be irresponsible this happens to me and idk who the dad is for sure. I have a good idea who, but there is still the possibilities of two others. and I really don’t want a single one of the guys to be the dad. but someone is, I haven’t told any of the guys yet.. and dont know when to. My whole family and closest friends know and they are the biggest support group anyone could have, yet I feel so alone. All I think about is doing it on my own, no one to cuddle with and feel the babies movement, no one to help in the middle of the night when the baby comes. I’m more scared than I put off to be. Then on top of this the love of my life and I started talking again this summer. I thought I could just be his friend after four years but all I want is to be with him. It’s as if we were never apart. but he leaves for school again tomorrow and it kills me cause i know we wont be talking so much because he’ll have his life going and i’ll have mine going. I should know better than to feel like this toward him but i honestly can’t help it. and being pregnant with another mans baby makes it even more sucky. ugh I just had to get all that out

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