Fear©
[By: Selena Paige] O Fear, my lowly enemy, do you honestly think you have a chance to steal this soul of mine? You are nothing but a coward, hurting me so you will numb yourself. Fear, listen hear… it ends here.
My Fear
I am afraid of time. Not spiders. Not heights. But time. I feel like every day is speeding past me and I don’t have time to catch up. I feel like I will die before finding my true love, before doing the things I have always wanted to do. I know my life is going [..more..]
If You stumble uppon this
A doubt maybe crossed your mind..that everything is a lie.It’s not.It’s all true(and much more that i wish you know).Fear and unspoken truth… Fear of disappointing you(more then i already did),hurting you(and others you care)and fully losing you..You deserve better.More..i know.I just want you to be happy.It seems like all i do is the opposite.. [..more..]
Risk
You got to take risks sometimes.Fear is dreams crusher.And sometimes tho most of the best killer.So many people don’t reach what they are raised for.Try not to be one of those.Fight it.If you cant seek help so you can.And help the rest,or at least the one near,ones you care,to reach it to.Fear is cause of [..more..]
fear
I fear that L.A and the San Andres fault upon which it rests will, on the 21st of December 2012, unfortunately perish in the impending ‘Big one’. I’m writing this because most things i write turn out to be bulls***. And having watched The Road i’a scared.
29-05-12(6:14:59)
The most perfect job has fallen into my lap. So perfect in fact, that I don’t want to tell anyone for fear of jinxing it.
03-04-12(3:38:05)
What is there to live for? My mother wont talk to me. It’s been since 2007. She has her own anger bouts and regrets and depression over her own childhood and death of my grandmother. It’s been mentioned several times she might suffer from a mental disease – unknown. My youngest brother ran away last [..more..]
31-10-11(13:57:47)
i just want to get out of the damn rat race. i want to run alone for once in my life, without the fear of being overtaken and left behind…….i want to run to places where i want to go, and not to get away from places where i dont want to be.
14-10-11(5:53:16)
You’re really leaving in a year… off to those adventures I know you’ll have. I know some small part of you wants to stay, but I know that you really are supposed to go off somewhere like that. You’re much bigger and better than me, this college, and this tiny, depressing, trapping town that I’ll [..more..]
You lied to me…I dont even know how to feel right now…maybe you didnt know…but then again maybe you did…but the sad thing is I cant even tell you whats really going on in fear of you just completely blaming me…so I will hush but its hard to go back to the old me when [..more..]