Almost
I am so close to falling off the edge. I’m not sure how much more I can take. I try and try and try, but it just doesn’t seem to be enough. What am I doing?! I don’t want to keep living like this…With this stress and worry about what will happen… I want to [..more..]
Have you ever thought?
There is always difficulties in life we face them everyday. But sometimes it becomes too much that we cannot take it anymore, i’m just on the edge of that situation. Have you ever thought to yourself that there is more to like that facebook, instagram and all those social internet sites. When you see your [..more..]
Friends
I have friends! “Fake friends” that only want me when they need me or talk to me whenever it suits them, “distant friends” ones that will talk to me when they are near by or have the time and “friends” the ones that are there for me whenever i need help but are not willing [..more..]
A Farewell To The Middle Toe-Nail On My Right Foot
Sorry, poor toe-nail. I was merely trying to pick off the uneven edge of you, but accidentally took you whole. I’m sure you are in a lot of pain as I am too. Without you, there is nothing to protect my nude toe from bacteria and germs. I will have to disinfect and properly bandage [..more..]
06-03-12(12:48:29)
This website has become a sort of safe haven for me, every time I have an argument or get depressed, I vent on here and it makes me feel better, not a lot better, but good enough to take the edge off and stopping me from doing something stupid
23-01-12(13:32:18)
Peer over the edge, can you see me? Rivulets flow from your eyes. Paint runs from your mouth like a waterfall and your lungs crystalize. You can’t whisper above the thunder but you can fly anywhere. Purple burst of paper birds this picture paints a thousand words. Take a breath of myth and mystery and [..more..]
27-07-11(7:29:01)
Here’s me. Again. Between the edge of success and the edge of constant self-disappointment. I enter in such a commodity that I don’t want to get out of there even though it’s full of pain and disaster. I exaggerate a lot. I suffocate people and forget about them. The only thing that’s constant to me [..more..]
I have also never gone to a party or done anything social,,high school was wake up, go to school, go to class and never talked to any one unless they talked to me, maybe sleep on desk but never slept, recess break,,and for the first few years i stayed in the toilet too scared to [..more..]
i feel depressed and a little suicidal at times. I’ve started smoking pot, thinking it will help me relax and all it does is even make me more depressed, feeling that no one actually cares for me or likes me. I’ve just been really sad these last couple of weeks and so on. I feel [..more..]