Posted by Anonymous on 2011/01/08 under Uncategorized i feel depressed and a little suicidal at times. I’ve started smoking pot, thinking it will help me relax and all it does is even make me more depressed, feeling that no one actually cares for me or likes me. I’ve just been really sad these last couple of weeks and so on. I feel like no ones really real with me and they all turn their backs on me. I’m not good physically with myself either. I always think that im stinking or im being really paranoid about it, and that really brings me down too. I dont know i’m so sick of everything and everything that i go through you know. My family can`t even accept me because i’m a lesbian. I always feel like i’m not good enough no matter what i do. I’m on the edge of breaking down everyday. I just dont know what to do anymore with my life. Things have gotten soo bad for me
Please don’t smoke pot. I know that’s a bad way to start, but it’s the best advice anyone can give at the moment. It will only make the situation worse. It’s not going to fix anything and it can hurt your health.
Sorry for that, but it had to be said first.
Second, you are amazing the way you are. I’m so sorry that your family doesn’t accept you. They don’t understand. It’s frustrating. But just know that you are the way you are for a reason. A good reason and that you should be able to be comfortable with who you are. I accept you. And there are lots of people in the world who will. You just have to find them.
Depression is another matter. Honestly, it is one of the hardest things anyone could go through. Just know that there are always ways to start feeling better. Some people talk to a couselor. Some people find a close friend. Just realize that there’s always hope.
You are important. Everyone is.
f*** ur gay
pot will not help try meth