hello
i know this hurts you the most, but it would be nice if you acknowledged that i can also think by myself and that just because you want things to go your way, i am not just a scared little girl who needs guidance. i’ve made my decision. it’s not changing. it’s about so much [..more..]
Hardest decision of my young life.
Im a dancer. You know the one one with the vertical pole? yea thats me…i been working for about four years and from what everybody says is im damn good. I dont think im at my best and full potential so…..back on subject i also have this boyfriend ive been dating for a little over [..more..]
I’m done
My decision is made! I don’t know if i can go through with it but i have to try! Either way i am hurt, so why not try?
12-05-12(9:43:51)
SO 2012 has been the worst year of my life. So many things have happened that I don’t even know where to start. I’m going to be 26 next month, and I feel like I should be feeling young and happy about life. Not the case. I’ve been with my boyfriend since I was 16 [..more..]
07-03-12(14:16:40)
Well i’ve finally made the decision to leave university. It wasn’t working out and I hated the subject I picked. I’m now looking at working in California for a few months over summer. Maybe getting out and seeing some more of the world will do me some good.
12-01-12(12:07:29)
I’m so frustrated!! I mean, you don’t get it. When you are stubborn it makes things more difficult. And you say all you want is for me to be happy? Well, why can’t you take the hint! Yeah, I’m confused, you’re right. Why make it harder on me? I told you I made up my [..more..]
21-11-11(4:58:00)
I pray to a god I don’t believe in, for who am I to rely on in this world? I’m not against him, but I just don’t know what decision to make. I pray for my life to get better, but it’s not life’s fault, it’s my point of view that ruins it. I dream [..more..]
20-11-11(9:16:19)
I just can’t stop thinking about what I did. I know it was the right decision for me at the time. I know it was the right thing to do for the BOTH of us at the time. But 4 years on I am still tormenting myself with the ‘what if’s’ of the situation. What [..more..]