SCHOOL ANXIETY
I have horrible worries about school. Tomorrow is my first day back after a really long and happy Christmas break. I just feel sick about the whole thing. I hate school more than anything in the entire world. My stomach gets really upset, I get horrible head aches. And I really don’t stop crying. I [..more..]
touching hearts
merry Christmas world and all that here santa please don’t forget us here yes you are busy we respect that so take your time what can you say hope every body gets some good stuff for Christmas and get that new years kiss wow I haven’t had a kiss in years but cool i love [..more..]
i hate this day
i m currently really angry on life…. its christmas tomorrow and i will ahve the most horiible christmas of all no freinds around……. just my parents who r forcing me to go down a nd decorate a christmas tree…. lyk i really care i dont want to be the starnger who stares at the ppl [..more..]
I Feel Like I Made a Mistake
I can’t stop thinking about you, especially since I saw you last night at the hookah lounge. Your smile made me so incredibly happy inside. I feel like I messed up going too fast with you and I should have respected how you felt more. I still have deep feelings for you obviously, I tried [..more..]
Mom’s First Birthday
Can’t believe it’s that time of the year… I remember what happened to mom exactly a year ago. Her birthday present was being a day away from the hospital. I was so anxious to please her and decorated the house with Christmas ornaments while my brother went out to get her a wool hat. But [..more..]
Everything I’ve Wanted.
If you have seen my last post- STW9999 title name is broken. You’ll understand this.. So this boy, my love… everyday, I see him and his new girlfriend every day, it seems like almost everywhere I walk at school I see them and I get even more heartbroken. Never in a million years did I [..more..]
Everything
My boyfriend is in the US Air Force and he just left for his second ‘station’ for more schooling, and I won’t get to see him until Christmas. He’s missing my birthday and he just won’t be around for a while. It may not seem that long, and yeah, we still get to talk, but [..more..]
25-12-11(15:40:14)
Smiles everywhere. It’s Christmas. But 🙁 all around me.
25-12-11(15:28:40)
Every single Christmas.. I come home, I put in some effort no matter how little cash I have. I get presents for the family etc and I even get a little excited in the run up to Christmas Day. Then I get home Christmas Eve and it’s great. I’m happy to be here, everyone is [..more..]
25-12-11(9:05:31)
Christmas day… what a joke and all because your an as an and i just can’t be bothered anymore…. and tomorrow i have to put up with your farking family..prefer to party at the city tip than spend a day with them…. in such a sad place in my life at the moment…..all i can [..more..]