Reminiscing
I remember laying on his chest before falling to sleep. His heartbeat was so strong it felt like my head was moving with each beat. It was my own personal lullaby. It was stolen from me and now all I do is reminisce. I am so desperate to get my heart back.
are you lonely or your relationship sucks?
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I wish
I wish I was the “hott” girlfriend. The one that when you get introduced to your boyfriends friends they high five him. Or maybe I just wish my boyfriend was more in to me, or maybe at least showed more interest in me, or at least respected me enough to not talk about how good [..more..]
Should I…?
Should I tell him the truth about how I feel? We’ve both moved on and I’m almost positive he doesn’t feel the same but when we are around each other I swear I feel such strong tension but I’m too scared to tell him I still love him, that I never stopped loving him. My [..more..]
I’m done
Hey… so no one in my life will listen to me and not judge me… so here goes… I feel terrible… sad all the time. It’s like i’m constintley getting into arguments with my mom and dad.. I’m the youngest in my family, and no one respects me… my brother is only 21 months older [..more..]
The day i might end it.
I’ve been sooo depressed lately. I decided to kill myself. When i was 10 i was bullied to extream discomfort and cutting. I started to think “why am i still here! They obviously don’t want me here.” I started going into deep cutting and thoughts. One of my “friends” said i should kill myself. I [..more..]
A Little Note
If you are having troubles of any kind and you are reading this, I just wanted to say that you are beautiful and perfect the way you are. We are all here for a reason. Do not give up, ever. Put your hand to your chest. Feel that? It’s called a heartbeat and you are [..more..]
Why?!
I’m not intended to live, I know that, but why am I alive, what is making me live? I’m sick, I don’t know with what, all I know is the pain I keep feeling, its real, it burns. But why does that mean I have to put up with it. The stomach pains, the chest [..more..]
dear,
I feel so weak and vulnerable. I wish i still had you in my life that kept me together. I went to the park today, and i saw an old couple, happily walking together hand in hand. How i wish that could’ve been me. I still ask myself everyday in the morning and night, what [..more..]