Posted by Anonymous on 2012/12/11 under Uncategorized Hey… so no one in my life will listen to me and not judge me… so here goes… I feel terrible… sad all the time. It’s like i’m constintley getting into arguments with my mom and dad.. I’m the youngest in my family, and no one respects me… my brother is only 21 months older than me… but i just got into a fight with him 10 minutes ago… i’m not going to go into huge detail, but it got to the point to where he started using phyical contact… i tend to hide my emotions often because no one seems to care anymore, and when they do and i honestly tell them how I feel, they always would say stuff like oh come on stop being stupid.. and when i told my mom that i feel like I’m getting more and more depressed during the heat of an argument, she stopped and said you’re not depressed!! are you kidding!! then she blamed it on my boyfriend changing me into some b****.. ITS NOT TRUE AT ALL!! HAS ANYONE EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT THE FACT THAT MAYBE I’M SICK AND TIRED OF BEING LOOKED DOWN ON FOR ALL THESE YEARS?!?!! I had to post something to get this off my chest… cause honestly, my head keeps thinking about ending life, and i don’t want that….. I’m concerned that the further this fighting goes on, the closer i get to wanting to leave life for good… I truely think I am depressed, but no one realizes my pain because i try to put on a good face to try and forget all my problems… I don’t know what to do anymore, this pain in my chest seems to never stop… I can’t live with this anymore… i need someone to listen to my issues, and just hold me.. i’ve tried with my boyfriend but, it’s just that he doesnt get it… he doesnt know how to treat someone when they don’t know what to do anymore… I just can’t handle this anymore…. i seriously think i need a doctor’s help.. but if i bring that idea up to my parents they’ll just get me even further upset… to anyone who reads this… i need some help… what do i do…?
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You are worth it.Be brave,tell ones you trust all,not in the heat of the moment when you are angry or something,just you and persons of trust.They will help you,you will get thru this