07-03-12(3:08:53)
i just told him i think we should hang out, and he hasnt responded yet. id kinda prefer if he just never responded, because then i would have finally said it and hed never have the chance to say no
02-03-12(20:43:48)
i feel that if i just died no one will even realize , they wont wait for me , they wont realize, i know it if there is anyone who cares , it was always for a favor in return , wt friend ship wt parents wt life , i would end up in sorrow [..more..]
22-02-12(0:40:58)
I get extremely sad thinking about the odds of me actually becoming something and doing something with my life. It really does seem like you have to be white, rich a nice body(that does not mean skinny-yuck)or attractive to have any sort of chance in this world. I know I’m a great person that I [..more..]
06-01-12(0:01:35)
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! Why does it still hurt! She knows how I feel, I actually have a chance and I think I might succeed. This time the odds AREN’t against me! But still it hurts! How can I still fear every second untill I see her again?!… /DeviaAnimus
28-12-11(14:57:51)
Im 16 now when i was 14 my still drug using mother and her boyfriend who beats her lost my 6 year old sister 3 year old an 1 year old to the govt, i luxkily lived wit my grandmother wen my sisters were taken, my mother has finally seperated from him and is living [..more..]
30-11-11(20:23:10)
Ye man im f***ed up like all of u … but what if theres still sthng inside that gives u the strength to f*** the world and stand up and just do ur f***ing thing.ignore the f***ing rest of the world and do your thing and express your love to your family and loved ones.just [..more..]
29-11-11(1:26:09)
olivia, i love you with all my heart. Everyday i wake up thinking about you. but like its killing me that we cant be together i know i f***ed up before but i need you. i cant sleep without you. without knowing your mine. you say you love me and that you wanna be with [..more..]
16-11-11(9:52:47)
Dad, I miss you so much! I wish I could see you often. I wish you didn’t have schizophrenia… Maybe I would’ve been able to know more about you. Even though, I barely know you, I still have a few memories of you. Most of them aren’t good, but I know it’s not your fault [..more..]
13-11-11(2:46:35)
I wish that I could do right. I mean, is it that hard? Whats wrong with me. . . Constantly getting suspeneded, giving people more reasons to talk about and doubt me. My mom tells me, that I’m nothing and is going to grow up living a hell of a life, and it’s sad to [..more..]
06-11-11(2:00:28)
i do feel like i’m unwanted, especially when i’m with rosa – she’s too social and beautiful for me, and i know she feels like having me around is pulling her down but she’s too polite to admit it. i wish she would trust me not to f*** everything up. i just want a chance.