i feel that if i just died no one will even realize , they wont wait for me , they wont realize, i know it if there is anyone who cares , it was always for a favor in return , wt friend ship wt parents wt life , i would end up in sorrow for wt they are doing to me , and i would pray for there death , i dont want to be like this but they wont leave me a chance……………
Oh on the contrary. They will realize they will notice. There is a movie that I do encourage you to watch. Wristcutters a love story. Just watch it. You will see why. You think that if you die everything won’t matter. There is a saying, You never realize how close you were to succeeding until you give up. You have to keep going. See sometimes even in the worst times there is something beautiful within the picture. You just have to look at it from a different angle.