Smile
The reason I introduced myself was your smile. I was having a pretty stressful day, I looked up from across the building, and you were already looking at me. Your smile relaxed me and filled me with a longing happiness, so I smiled back. Then we started talking. Now we’re becoming close friends, and I’m [..more..]
Who am i supposed to be?
I’m not very good with words and i’m not good at saying or in this case typing my thoughts. But im not here to get people to read whats in my head, just to let off the weight thats always building up in my mind. Forgive my rudeness. My name is not something that i [..more..]
Frustrated.
So I’m at this point in my life that all I want to do is turn on slow music & cry. I have been letting every terrible in my life just keep building up and I just can’t take it anymore. The people I thought were my friends have been stabbing me in the back, [..more..]
11-05-12(4:07:47)
Just a number… Just a number… Just a number. Thats all i am to you. I spent half a year getting to know you, only to be the type of friends who cant say hi to each other in the halls. But with that other guy, it took him two weeks and now you guys [..more..]
13-09-11(19:46:25)
It makes so sad when I think about the good old times (when I could carelessly go outside and play or the old west and the way they lived back then) and how they’re forever gone. I’m also constantly obsessed with the future; I keep thinking of what career should I pursue and how I’m [..more..]
03-08-11(11:21:43)
I’m going to explode. I have no one to tell anything to. I know there are people who want to help me, but I don’t want to burden them. I can feel the pressure inside of me building up. I’m going to reach for that razor soon I know it. I’m going to slash away [..more..]
I feel like crap….
I feel like crap. I wish I were dead. I want to kill myself if only I had the guts to just do it. Cut myself, over dose, jump of a building, walk into moving traffic or something. Love hurts Hate hurts Peace hurts and Violence hurts. Call me when it all stops.