Scared as hell.
Ok so I was at lunch today with my friend and this random creepy gross dude comes up and he’s like,”Have I seen you before? I swear I have.” And he was saying all these very creepy, very sexual things that I would not like to discuss again. Anyway, we told my friends older brother [..more..]
love and chirstmas
tonight at dinner. friend: your in love with her right me: no no no(looks away) Friend: ok just making sure she thinks of you as a brother me: great… all in all i was hurt for a bit tonight, well i still am to know when you put everything into someone, pour your soul into [..more..]
Who am i supposed to be?
I’m not very good with words and i’m not good at saying or in this case typing my thoughts. But im not here to get people to read whats in my head, just to let off the weight thats always building up in my mind. Forgive my rudeness. My name is not something that i [..more..]
What do you have to prove?
I’m the kid who has something to prove To my parents to show that they didn’t raise a screw up To those old teachers to show that they didn’t waste their time on a student who didn’t care To my aunts and uncles to show that im not that same little kid from before To [..more..]
Lost
I have lived with knowing that I will never be perfect compared to my brother. I have searched for true love for so long…after all that all I ever wanted, now I have someone who I love unconditionally and I feel no passion from him. Im have reverted back to the over thinking days, the [..more..]
11-05-12(21:39:57)
i love my brother with all my heart but i hate that he hits me and makes me cry..he laughs after he hits me….its hurts me and my life..i want my relationship to work between me and my life..i want it to change between me and my brother
09-05-12(15:28:49)
Whenever my Mom complains about her misery at work, I’m feeling that it’s my fault. she complains about the bills, water bill, electricity, internet, food for the family etc. at me and I feel like I am the reason why she’s carrying all that problems. I drink water,I use electricity and I use internet almost [..more..]
09-05-12(15:18:44)
I don’t understand… is it normal to feel envy about my brother? sometimes I feel that they love my older brother other than me. I’m starting to compare myself to him, I know that it’s bad but it’s inevitable. whenever my Mom or Dad scolds me about my laziness I feel so worthless that I [..more..]
20-03-12(20:19:44)
I MISS MY BROTHER SO MUCH..HE WAS DUMB ENOUGHT TO GET HIS SELF IN TO TROUBLE..BUT IM BETWEEN ALL THIS S***..IM A WITNESS OF EVERYTHING HE DID..I HATE BEING IN BETWEEN..I CRY FOR HIM THO..CUZ I LOVE MY OLDER BROTHER AND CARE FOR HIM ALOT..NO MATTER WHAT HE DOES OR SAY TO ME..I WILL ALWAYS [..more..]
26-07-11(0:31:54)
most of the time i feel i do not belong in my family. my parent’s treat me differently because there are three children…..me, my older sister and my older brother. they treat my brother so great because he is the only boy, they treat my sister so super, super great because she the oldest child [..more..]