sitting here re reading my old posts and it brings a smile to my face….. So wish you could read them even just once….. then you would know what I am feeling and how i feel….Would it make a difference to you????? DMF FOREVER xxxx
I wish you knew about this site.. I wish you read the things i write.. All I do is wish.. cause when it comes to you thats all I can do… IS WISH…. Wish you were mine, wish everything would be fine, wish I could hold you close, wish it was me you wanted the [..more..]
I wonder…. if your still alive…
if your alright…
I wonder…. if your still alive… if your alright, if your breathing. To be honest I feel so numb right now. Just finished a great anime. and it had a good ending.. A wind would come and separate them, both their hearts would never be apart………… I always knew. That they’d meet in the end [..more..]
why did you put me in this you told me you loveed me…
why did you put me in this you told me you loveed me now you love him i kissed you and you put your lips on him you killed me we have kids and they want to know why there dad is kising a man you know what i told them to ask you and [..more..]
Sitting here waiting and all I can think of is you…….
Sitting here waiting and all I can think of is you…. But that is nothing unusual I always think of you everu minute of the day.if thinking of you was all it took for us to be together we would never be apart.
i need to find a place within my self or this world where…
i need to find a place within my self or this world where i can be at peace with my existence. i have seen lives of the: rich, poor, alone, afraid, impossibly complex people from all around. i have felt enough of the terror , joy, obsession, love, and death. after all i have been, [..more..]
im so tired……
im so tired… not the sleepy tired… just tired of life… tired of emotions… tired of everything really….
you hurt me tonight…. not the first time i guess… you dont trust me… i understand your reasons… i guess…. but i dont really trust you either now… you work all day, yeah i got that i belvie that… but a 4-5 hour nap every day right after work after you already slept the night… [..more..]
You lied to me…I dont even know how to feel right now…maybe you didnt know…but then again maybe you did…but the sad thing is I cant even tell you whats really going on in fear of you just completely blaming me…so I will hush but its hard to go back to the old me when [..more..]
I feel sick at the idea that you are probably sharing all those sides of you with other people. Other girls. That cute, weird side of you. I want it to be all mine. I don’t want to let anyone else experience or know of it because I’m sure that they will fall in love [..more..]