08-12-11(19:20:25)
I just don’t know why but I hate this girl. Shes always around him or hanging with him. I feel like I’m disappearing from his view and shes getting closer and closer. Why does he take her side? Why does he take everyone else’s side but mine? Why am I the one who’s always wrong [..more..]
08-12-11(10:17:10)
Today, i lost my bestfriend of 11 years. She has decided to move to Balina, with her boyfriend. Am i suppose to be happy for her, smile and fight my tears back as she leaves her family, her friends and i behind. Am i suppose to forget the fact that she has been apart of [..more..]
08-12-11(10:07:19)
why do i feel like everything i do, is never good enough for you. im always seeking your approval, that few words that mean so much to hear. “im proud of you” or even just “well done” its always do this, or do that. i can’t do anything right. And im tired of you treating [..more..]
08-12-11(5:25:21)
negative energy is stored with in me, you who think of yourself as a great person because you can deal with me , then you are wrong. by u disappearing i would cry , but at least this will put an end to the waiting.
08-12-11(2:14:16)
Why do i feel like this is a dead end? I feel so trapped. I feel like I don’t belong. I don’t see a good future.. I see limitations and sadness and a life full of trials.. i feel so trapped.
08-12-11(0:38:35)
y does he always make dumb comments about everything….he always makes me feel dum, thats why i dont share my ideas often/…. he says he loves me but for some reason he always manages to make me feel less… one day he told me that im ok but i can be “better” i just needed [..more..]
07-12-11(20:24:15)
reading my mind , getting the answers faster , am i envious of u ??? each time i reach a state of peace, u destroy it for me , now i cant focus , obsessed i could be, sad may be , unlucky i am …. but still deserve my share of peace
07-12-11(19:20:21)
how come every time i try to have fun with u i end up crying, without u realizing how i feel, or even stop for a sec to search for me , u leave me moving around searching for you. u have alot of friends that surround u , but my few friends leave me [..more..]
07-12-11(14:41:21)
They say love is blind. But eventually in the end, everyone will see the truth.
07-12-11(8:07:30)
I know this is arrogant and c***y, but tonight was one of the first night’s I’ve ever been truly rejected by someone. It’s not a fun feeling at all, and it was really disappointing. There’s nothing I can do about it, and I feel as though I took it with stride which almost made it [..more..]