decisions
I suck at making decisions, i always have. I really don’t know why. When it comes to choosing, i never know what or which to choose.. Somehow, since i can’t choose, somebody else comes and makes the decision for me, to something that i don’t want. I never know what i want more.. How do [..more..]
YES!!!
Going to ice cream with the girl I have a crush on! Anyone have ideas on what to do?
Tired of life
I don’t know what’s going on. Why is life so random? and hard! I have so many things on my mind and so many problems, it makes me forget what’s really important… I want to escape to from all my problems but wherever i go, they’re there. And i don’t know how to solve them, [..more..]
Tying me down
Don’t get me wrong, I love my family. If anything happened any of them I would be distraught. However, I just cannot flipping stand them sometimes. Not “them” collectively. Just different ones at different times. I can just sense when my mother or father are looking for a dig or fight. And the worst thing, [..more..]
I’m scared
I’m a 22 year old, male. I’ve never had a girlfriend in my life before. I’m starting to feel scared now. I feel lonely, there’s hardly anyone I can talk to honestly. I don’t know if this is normal for a guy, but now I need a shoulder to cry on. I’m worried that something [..more..]
Why am i like this?
i’m so sick of myself>..< cuz i just know a little bit of everything , but i'll try my best to fade those feelings away and have faith in myself! i don't know i'm just so depressed but i'll try!
I feel empty…
I am being bullied by kids in school. They say I talk gay. Everybody says ‘oh, secondary school is great, oh yeah, amazing!’ but I feel like killing myself. People say I have a writing talent but I don’t believe them. My sister is 19, pregnant and smokes and drinks alcohol every night. I feel [..more..]
high point
Back to doing what I like , hope I dont f*** it up again . Lesson learned is dont think all is lost or you just dig a deeper hole , gradually climb out and at some point you will reach the top again. Hope I get to get my hole while im at it
Sometimes i want to say screw it all and just be a bum.
I try really hard at everything i do, and i am actually pretty talented. But no one seems to notice my hard work, thats alright though. i don’t need to be recognized by the masses. But a little reward for a lot of work would be ecouragment enough to push forward… I recently was let [..more..]
getting back to normal
For once life actually seems to be getting back to normal. I know that there will probably be some more but hey, that’s life.. School so far has been amazing! I’ve made great friends and have good teachers. I can’t wait to see what all is going to happen to me throughout high school. Part [..more..]