screw life
screw everything. I’m so done trying anything in life. I’m sick of getting hurt and being sad and angry. I can not deal with life this way.
life is a b****
there is no miracle happen in real life unless it is a disny movie. why its always getting hurt?
emotional entanglement
my husband treats me like i am some sort of idiot, although i am finishing my BFA to enter graduate school to become a therapist. he talks to me in a way that enrages me, makes me feel attacked- he never listens to anything. no matter what i say, it is somehow about him. a [..more..]
done
i dont get why i still try when i know i’ll end up killing myself before i graduate.
ghost of the world
to tell you the truth things r looking up a bit right now. better job, getting to know my brother(despite dads leaving), life seems to b getting going for me. but thats all external issues. i have an unusual but severe debilitation. its not physical or mental so much as it is a matter of [..more..]
Think
After having heard the hurtful words that my parents said to me, I am reminded of all the painful things that had happened in the past which actually made me think of hurting myself. This is not a post to offend people but just an opinion. There is some comment in this website which says [..more..]
scattered thoughts.
-“Love and hate, they’re both in our heart, but we choose and imbalance.” Why can’t hate burst out of me for you, why can’t I despise you with every aching beating of my torn heart? As much as i try, as much as i want, I cannot bring myself to hate you. and I hate [..more..]
Stop
It’s not gonna stop These senses In my heart I feel For You So why should I stop Giving All my time To Be With You It goes on It goes on and on It goes on It goes on and on And on How could you stop Calling When it’s your voice That gets [..more..]
So TIRED
I am so tired of hearing about Romeo and Juliet! It’s been following me for 2 months! Learning aboit it at school… projects about them… watching movies and plays in school about them… and now even my mom has started watching this show Reign that reminds me of them! Why??! Okay sorry y’all but I [..more..]
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I feel like we’re not going to make it… that we’re starting to fall apart… but Ibelieve so strongly in us…