Im…Sad..
If she only really knew what I felt like….im really lost of where i stand since I know I’m suffering from a severe thought that rages in my head…only if she knew what I thought..or notice how I try making her happy…
sad.
im lost. my family is always yelling at me. my mom and me always get into fights so idk. im really sad. i cut. im 15 day clean. but i feel like im about to cut. i cant stop crying. people keep calling me freak or loser or talk behind my back. im so tired [..more..]
dont you just wish……..
if i had 10 wishes my first wish would be , be the most popular and important in the whole entire district. my second wish would be have a own room to me and and all the people i want in school. my third wish would be to always have to wear a very nice [..more..]
Just needed to let some stuff out of my mind.
Yes I am letting all my feelings out to a keyboard because if you saw me, the quite girl who always smiles, listens and helps other, yes her how could she have problems in her life? Well yes I have problems. This all might seem really controversial but I hate my life right now, when [..more..]
love is wonderful
love is wonderful because if you love somebody and they love you too then those two persons make a perfect match like my crush already knows i like him so when his buddy told him i wanted to hate him forever because i was going to get so emberesd because when ever i saw him [..more..]
shhhhhhhhh…. dont tell nobody
there is this boy i like and it just seems that he likes me back because just today he started to talk to more from the normal and every time i went to sharpen my pencil he did to and plus when he got there to the sharpener he told me “Hey what’s up.” and [..more..]
truth be told, you’re bringing me down
I love you. Always have, always will. But recently you’ve just been bringing me down. You still love me, I know. So stop smoking, stop being grumpy, stop getting me to sign up for gym membership because you said it would help you stop and then just keep going. You’re making me sick and I’m [..more..]
FINDING YOU
LOVING YOU WAS NOT AS EASY AS OTHERS MAKE IT SEEM… YOU APPEARED OUT OF NOWHERE. WHEN I MET YOU I INSTANTLY FELL FOR YOU. YOUR PERSONALITY, YOUR CALM PERSONA AND THE WAY YOU MADE IT LOOK WAS SO EASY FOR ME TO FALL FOR. I GUESS YOU CAN SAY I WAS YOUR VICTIM, BECAUSE [..more..]
Depression
Im really exhausted of life, and I sort of wish it could just end, but I don’t want to either. Im worried about my family and few friends so I wouldn’t, but I do sort of want to. I hate everything about my life. I can’t even come out as gay to anyone as everyone [..more..]
feelings
I’m not exactly sure what I’m feeling right now, or more like, what I’ve been feeling for the past several months of my life. I just feel empty. Rather like I don’t feel any tinge of sadness or happiness. If I were to describe anything really, it’s more-so like I’m stuck in the days, and [..more..]